Samurai Edomondo "Sushi"

mojo talk

2007-01-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

recently, i've been thinking. maybe thinking too much till my brain is expanding will there is no more space for it to grow, or i'm just under stress. i dun believe in stress, like how yubin dun believe in sugar. it's like, there is always a way to re-signify stress as something else. i believe it's not something that just any student in secondary school student should venture into. self-proclaim stress? or is it real stress? how do you define the tension?

anyway, what am i talking about? haha. man, my results are like not bad. but my ftas! ARH! AVIONICS! 20/30... OH MY TIAN. it's quite badly done man. i lost 3 marks already. arhhhh.

man, i hope i can like talk to someone now. like get back into the old days, chatting on the phone. i don't have that energy man. dunno y leh. and even though i know quite a number of girls, till my friends got alittle suspicious, i dun really know them well. coz i'm pure lazy and believe that i'm ugly till it's not worth their time. haha. but still, whn i get older, i need to settle down rite? a beautiful (in my sense) wife, 2 children, hdb 5 room, proper job and a MITSUBISHI EVO! haha. must be an evo, or else i wont drive. evo evo evo! asking why evo? cos it has mojo! mojo is everything man. cars, guitars and skills. it's everything. \../,

whn you go on stage, you need mojo. no mojo, no show. on the road, you need mojo. not some crappy lambojini or exotics, but a cool cut tuner or a lux RR. if RR is not in your mind, thn a maybach. if not, no mojo. forget about bmw, benz, MG, pontianc, alfa and other exotics. they are the shit, you need mojo! mojo = tuners = luxury = semi-hollow guitars = fender. mojo is universal. it's like a pea either being glorified as a plant or eaten by men. no mojo, no talk. \../,

haha... damn sian.

happy new year!

2007-01-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

i guess i'm alittle late for "happy new year" part. haha.

chugs happened since i last blogged. loads of work needs to be done, loads of time need to be made up. but i'm still lazy.

i feel that there is this creature that is within me loves to not do things. not exactly slacking, but it's just that this creature in me likes to stare at the computer screen and do nothing. more of thinking of stuff like "how to make a perfect crime". i mean even littering nowadays can be tracked if the police wanna do it seriously. i mean this might sound crazy and i'm might sound like a bo liao person. but this kind of stuff really sets me thinking. haha.

ok, imagine 1 week of your holidays got sucked up by scc concert. i'm 2 days late in knowing the info about the quake in taiwan disrupting the internet and 6 optic fibres damaged. i'm so off man. and the thing is that the concert gave me more injuries. haha. i strained my shoulder coz of ben's warwick and ashraf's epiphone dot. great guitars, but darn heavy. after using sean's savannah and the dot, I WANT A SEMI HOLLOW! GRETSCH! THAT'S IT!

sch going to start again. like the next day. sigh. need more holidays man!

shanghai night BANZAI!

2006-12-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

woot! last night was great. pretty pretty girls in qipao and even erwina in suspenders. hope she really enjoyed herself. quite surprised that alloy was there too. damn happy to see him. he's still the same kind of person i met him years back. haha.
phoebe looked super pretty today loh. her qipao is so out of the world. sexy. *purr* haha. the youth girls are also pretty today too.
dave looks different from his usual outfit. looks very handsome sia. shawn too. sam also. haha.

one bad point in that hotel is their food. not that it's inedible, but it's not up to the hotel standard for some dishes. well, wina's "GOOD STUFF" is the best they got. and the mixed vege, seems like something that is done from the leftover food that is chopped up from yesterday's raw vege buffet with a dash of soy sause, corn starch and water. it's quite bad, or rather not what is expected from a hotel kitchen.

well, if there's another dinner like this, i wonder who will i be bringing? most prob will be a girl. but who? haha. *hurhurhur*

oh well... new start...

2006-12-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

ps, didnt have the time to post. haha.

ok, this might sound stupid to you, but it's just me lah.

last thursday, MPI paper. super easy and i'm super confident that i will be scoring like at least 80%. very very happy and thanking God. thn after that, i lost footing and fell from the stairs. WLE! damn suay.
2nd stupid thing. being a either stupid person, lazy person, or just plainly waiting for miracles, i declined going to the doctor for a checkup even thought sexy girl is going to accompany me.

but everything is well. my ankle's getting better, and i've scrubbed the toilet walls at home. so wat's left is my room's cupboard. alot of things to throw away and need to wipe it up and stuff. alot of work.
i wonder wat have i been up to.

these few days, i thought that i'm losing myself again, going back into a childlike attitude, uncool, very uncool. or it's just the surroundings. school seems to be best for me, compared to church even though most of my commitments are there. i've been thinking more and more about bringing my friends to know Christ too. i acted like a sucker telling my friends i dun need to go and see the doctor coz i'm trusting God in the healing of my ankle and i'm labelled "weird".

dear friends of edmund,
i dunno wat i wanna tell you, but if you think i'm weird, you're right. sometimes, i dunno what my lovely God wanna do to me. i'm on the verge of falling, but i still feel save. i played throughout most of my study-times for my tests, but i still feel confident. when i fall down, i was carried up. when i am proud, i am humbled. when there is confusion, i'm stilled. is this the God that i know? the God that loved me so much?
some of you will think that christians are weird, well, i find myself weird at times, accompanied by my human desires and selfishness. i'm a selfish person, even selfish to the Lord. keep everything to myself unless it's going to benefit me. i'm self-centred and yet to be changed. i dun like to be commanded, but i'm constantly reminding myself to be humble. i'm a proud man, yet to be silenced by Him.
are you disappointed meeting me? or are you blessed by me? it's up to your own decision to accept me.
:)

dunno wat day to brand

2006-12-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm not sure what to brand this day as. miserable? bad? or good? to an extend, it's good. i dunno why.

3 lessons learnt today...
1. Never drink stout for breakfast.
2. Never eat franks when it's still cold.
3. Never wear worn out slippers on rainy days.

if you violate these laws, you will get...
1. a sprained ankle
2. throwing up your breakfast

good things that can happen to you
1. cabbing home
2. give the people that stay near you a treat
3. *haha... personal....*

things you need to sacrifice
1. soccer on sunday
2. money to cab

bad things that can happen to you
1. cannot walk properly
2. it hurts when you wear your pants
3. climbing stairs is like climbing everest

sigh man...

i feel so fubar man. coz school is like started at 12 and end at 3. it's like 3 school hours and then go home. short day. BUT! why the sprain?! why the vomit?! actually, the sprain kind of got me excited abit. reason is that i need to struggle to move here and there, which i think it's quite fun to do it coz i won't get to do it everyday. and instead of "bus"ing home, we cabbed. we as in vic, pikachu, regina and i.
been thinking quite a few. no one helped me up this morning when i fell. no one asked me whether i'm alrite. no one offered to help. this is quite disappointing. or rather very disappointing. i'm actually quite disgusted with them. polytechnic students, this is what we are. not helping a fellow student and just walk away. sigh.
hope tomorrow will be a better day. or rather it will be a better day. God rocks.

wth! lol...

2006-12-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

i hope this is right. hahaha.

why?

2006-12-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

life's been pretty ok. God is very good. very very very good. He blessed my school and stuff. i'm so glad.
anyway, it's been quite some time since i feel like this.
sian. super sian.
i'm like subconsciously thinking of her man. i told myself not to like her, but i guess sometimes it's the work of flesh, work of the devil, or maybe even work of God, as in make me go on a trial or want it to blossom.
it's a bother man. certainly a bother. it's like...

"hi, my name is ****. sorry, i can say my name coz i'm a secret agent working for ****. recently, i nearly got myself killed coz from a highly classified mission coz i fell in love with some girl"

i'm mean, that's screwed big time man.
sigh, i need to relax. i need to relax and go back to study.

16 again.

2006-12-02T02:09:00.000+08:00

i realised there's a bad point in me. i just think too much. not as in think about love love stuff, but i tend to reflect on my own actions and mutter on other's actions. i cannot go through a day not thinking of "why you did that and not do it a better way?" or "why is he/she doing this for me?"
i feel like i'm back at the stage where i needed an identity, a status and pride. 16. best age. no alcohol but long for alcohol. i'm getting this feeling of myself being pushed around. especially, i have this stupid habit of looking down on people at times. when he/she is the one that is being pin-pointed by me, and tries to push me around, you can say that my day have be ruined quite badly.
for instance, my hair. there is a choice in all individual. it's easy to get it shortened, snip snip and it's done. but what if i wanna keep long hair? what if i wanna tie it up like a samurai? do you go snip snip?
if you're reading this blog now, i'm not trying to rant or anything. i hope i will bless you with this knowledge of understanding the situation before commenting or making any adjustments. you need to put yourself in their shoes and use your 5 senses before using your thinking brain. it's like you've got a program compiler but you don't have a program.
i've been in this situation quite a number of times before. coz i don't usually speak out my opinions much, it does not mean that i'm a block of wood for you to axe me out.
sigh. i guess it's either i'm back at 16 or it's just him/her.

wrong name sia

2006-11-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

for the 1st time, someone got my name, not totally wrong, but half wrong. and it's wrong at the "ed" half. presenting to you.... RAYMOND!
my week's been superb. knew ppl better, loads of girls around in school, knew the name of the mysterious girl that i keep seeing on the bus i took to school, circuit board works coz God's hand is upon it, got to know that there's a girl staying in around 1km away from my place. isn't it cool?
i've been thinking of my studies lately, i falt that i didnt take it seriously. AEM is really a chore to me, but after that quiz i took, seems like it's fun, not just fun, but very fun. even though i'm still haven't master the topics, especially limits with 2 sides, i felt that AEM is cool. HA! some of my buddies dropped it, so left daniel and i as the survivors of P1, after test 2, it'll be me. so the person that is left for me to talk to, is xi yue. wah piang eh...
i can feel that God is way cooler than i used to thought. if you wanna know y, can ask me when you see me. haha super cool.

confessions of a poor family ~part one

2006-11-25T12:30:00.000+08:00

ok, i'll officially name it part 1. my mom has been going crazy nowadays. my dad said that we have a financial crisis in hand and we need to cut down on some of the unnecessary materials and save some money. and guess wat! there comes and SUMSUNG HD TV! we can watch out tv, saving electiricty and not spending a small sum of cash to repair the old CRT TV. knowing that only my brother watches the TV at the hall, why the heck will she get a HD TV for him when he is still failing his mathematics, chinese and some other important subjects? this is crazy!
the next week or so, mom suddenly fork out 100+ bucks for a magazine. and the thing is, only she reads it coz it's "i mag" and i dun read chinese, so does my dad and my bro.
this is the best part. just last tuesday, mom gave the biggest shock. she signed up for cable broadband and cable TV. what the~ this is really critical, coz now, i need to help my mom to watch the tv so that she wont waste all the money. and for my bro, he's getting worst, getting uber pampered.
sigh, what has the world been coming to?

early xmas mood

2006-11-18T12:17:00.000+08:00

it's 1-point-something more months to xmas and i'm already getting into it. there's quite a number of reasons to get excited, like food, food, and food. haha. YUP! IT'S FOOD! church got a shanghai night and youth xmas party coming, no reason not to be excited. moreover, i'm doing advert for the youth xmas party, so i guess this is why i got so hyped up even before the season.
i got a new haircut, or rather not new but i got it short. interesting responses by my friends man, like *SHOCK*, *WT*BEEP**, "oh, finally you cut your hair, so i dun need to help you to cut anymore", "edmund, you look 'cute' in that hair". this hair is like short, however, i somehow am glad that i got it extensively trimmed, thinned and spiked. no more "i can feel the wind and the sand through my hair", and evolved into "i feel like an airfoil".
hmm, i can't think of anything interesting or funny now man. Edmund's have been doing just fine, but we're still lack of a home to work for. work for man, it's not them working for us. hmm, God, we need your revelation. *ahhhhhh (holy angel sound, try to imagine)*
cell yesterday was interesting, we did ice-breakers and phoebe was superbly funny. it's like even before the pluto-looking-cat (disney's dog), reaches her, while she's orbiting the bear-looking-mouse around her waist, she went crazy and screamed. ok, i admit, i sabotaged her and the 2nd time when ash annouced the rule that instead of the mouse and cat going clock or counter-clock wise, we get to choose our direction. so cliff and i kind of like "paka" abit and sabotaged phoebe, again. it's sugoku omoshiroi! lol. she went "AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH". lol. every one had a fun time. worship was good too, so is the word. it's mary and martha. one thing that i thought yesterday, guess which one goes to polytechnic and which one goes to junior college? hehe... no offensive, it's just a general perspective.
i'm trying to write a bossa nova jazz xmas song. hmm. i called it "my dear Santa Claus" it went quite funny though. try to listen it out whn you've got the chance to. muahahaha. which i think it's very minimal coz i dun meet alot of you guys. lalala...

some interesting nicks on msn

2006-11-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

i thought that they are funny...

-exams are just so easy... to fail. (lol, true true...)
-i miss someone (this is like telling the people around him/her, "i'll give you an idea of i miss someone and i'm going to make a big fuss out of it and want to have alot of help from people, but i won't tell them exactly how i feel and how they can help me. coz i feel that they can't help me at all" fubar...)
-Dota is preventing me from studying (well, true)
-she already took it down, so its not necessary anymore (it's like she took something out of him and then that part will not function anymore. *hint hint*)
-purple... cant be bothered... (so he/she actually bothered to put "cant be bothered" as his/her nick. what duh!!!)
-samurai ed's blog is yuanjie.blogspot.com (hey, that's me!)
-finding my own corner in the darken world (hmm. just dun get lost in finding it, you need light)
-ARGH! I LOST MY PENCIL CASE (like someone from msn is going to put "YES! I STOLE YOUR PENCIL CASE!")
-WO AI ROONEY (ROCKS! to me it's funny thinking how the guy who used this nick is going to say it out)
-cant imagine my life w/o you (eh? i guess he/she is just trying to rub alot of sugar into some desperate people)
-wee, i love slave guys (eh, i love your head to be on the floor too.)
-do you have steam (0.0 sounds so wrong)
-will never hurt you and the hardest part is this... (hmm, wat's up with the ...)

ok, enough for today. tired! sleep! haha...

if ed becomes a woman

2006-11-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

ok, i know this post might sound funny to you, but i thought that through all my procrastination, i should just think about what if God made me a woman. hmm. will it be fun?

Please do not take the following seriously. it's just for the fun of it.

what if God made me a woman, i will have to take care of my body. i need to take note of periods and need to remember to wear 2 pieces of undergarments instead of 1. i need to take care of my weight so that my hips dun go overly bombastic. i need to change all my exercise routine into 1 sport and tons of shopping. i need to be comfortable with a skirt. i need to take note that my hair so that it doesn't stand when it's not suppose to. i need to use a fork and spoon properly. i need to know how to hit guys gently when they make a joke at me or disturb me. i need to be able to stay up and focus my mouth on the phone to the wee hours. i need television. i need a cordless phone. i need lots of makeup. i need to know how to apply makeup. i need to either go for waxing or shave regularly. i need to know how to cross my legs. i need to sulk about work. i need to....
ok, i'm glad i'm male.

hey, dun take it personally man, i just thought that what i need base one my perspective and not trying or purposefully pin-pointing out some of the ladies i know out there.

well, i'll do a comparision about alcohol and Jesus's blood soon. i'll need to do up some readings and meditation 1st before i churn it out.

hmm... i think i need to sleep now. post something interesting tml i hope. haha. just hope.

2006-11-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

IN THE PAST 24HOURS HAVE YOU:
1) Cried: no
2) Wore Jeans: no
3) Met someone: ya
4) Done laundry: no, dad does it for me.
5) Went Hungry: no
6) Talked on the phone: no. i'm a lonely dude. haha.
7) Said I love you: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
8) Yourself: ya
9) Your friends: depends
10) Tooth Fairy: no
11) Destiny/ Fate: no
12) Ghosts: no
13) UFO: ya.

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14) Do you ever wished you had another name?: no
15) Do you like anyone?: ya
16) Which one of your friends acts most like you: i dunno
17) When you cried the most who was there: no one
18) Whats the best feeling in the world?: sleeping.
19) Whats the worst feeling in the world?: having insomnia
20) What time is it now?: 2120 hrs

WHICH IS BETTER:
21) Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
22) Coke or pepsi: coke
23) Love or LUST: love

YOUR PICK:
24) Mac or KFC: KFC
25) Single or group dates: single
26) Adidas or Nike: adidas
27) Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton
28) Cauppucino or coffee: coffee

YOU:
29) smoke: no
30) Curse: ya
31) Take a shower: ya
32) Have a crush: no
33) Think you've been in love: ya
34) Like school: ya
35) Want to get married: ya
36) Think you're a heath freak: no

IN THE PAST MONTH:
37) drink alcohol: no
38) Gone to the mall: ya
39) Been on stage: no
40) Eaten sushi: ya
41) Been dumped: no
42) Gone skating: no
43) Dyed your hair: no
44) Changed who you want to be: no
45) I love: wild raisin and rum and raisin ice cream from whyogurt in great world city shopping centre
46) I hide: my fats
47) I miss: sleep
48) I need: need for speed carbon

Seven people you would like them to do:
- shawn
- dave
- jessie
- emily
- darren
- you
- your friend

some random thing i guess...

2006-11-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

vanda tagged me sia...

1. Your nickames are...
A: ed, edo, edomondo-kun (wah, i hate this to be my name coz sarah-san will purposely say the whole name out slowly), da xiong, spp, slpp, se peh peh, se lao peh peh, shunshun, shunsui, mr tan?

2. Your favourite cartoon is...
A: i dunno, anything samurai i guess.

3. You are...
A: i is? a samurai!

4. Your best friend is...
A: i dunno. Jesus? coz He's always there, you go overseas, He's still there with you.

5. The person in your mind now is...
A: haha, alot, can change to people? thought of vando (she tag me mah), dave, shawn, emily (wanna tag them back), iggy, darren, some pretty girls in school and on the bus which i dunno the names.

6. You are happy because...
A: i've skipped morning classes

7. You want to...
A: have more pocket money to spend.

8. The person you heart most...
A: i dunno leh, can change it to people again? i love my friends and pretty girls i guess.

9. Your hair colour is...
A: original black!

10. 5 friends you have in mind...
- yoshimotto date
- dave
- shawn
- jessie
- emily

THEY'RE TAGGED!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDD
A: arh, i'm fooled! (no lah, just kidding, i act cute nia)

welcome~

2006-11-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

ok, i was going to write "welcome to gay land" as my title for this post but i thought that my class all of them aren't gay enough to be gay so i'll just to welcome.
3rd week of school is over and i'm still not doing anything about my studies. i kindof enjoyed some of the modules like advance engineering mathematics and I&E. i like speed, speed in the teaching, fast, very fast. woohoo, just like aem. but still, the problem with school is still girls, i just can't get over it.
imagine you step into a classroom and it's lecture. the lecture room is packed with 44 engineering students, looking forward to go further and maybe, get married. such beautiful future lying ahead of us. you turn around, looking for someone that you hope that she (in my point of view, so is a she) can walk in the similar path into adulthood with you. you turn, your spinal discs rattled from insufficient sleep. *crack* *crack* hmm... "why?! why has God forsaken me?" you might ask. you're in a room with 41 guys and 3 girls. 2 of them are made in china and only one that is singapore stamped, moreover, she hired a guard dog with orange samuel and kelvin tee (which surprisingly has a hound as the shirt print 0.0) that chews everyone who lays a hand on her. you hear your drip your pespiration as it crash landed on the cemented ground. "calm down dude, there is a way out", you thought. to be continued...
well, this is more like an experience i guess. haha.
went to church and lunch and then darren and i so happened to meet up with our dearest cell leaders, phoebe and jenny, and the other jiejie, hui yi and lai peng. well, it's kind of fun to chat with them, coz they are like the gurus, or rather the guruess. even though i might be the spp, they are the guruess, a higher degree. they shot afew questions that set moi thinking. for example, "will you carry your girlfriend's handbag?" hmm... well, it might be simple, but think alittle deeper. shallow answers like, "of coz, she my girlfriend wat, so i help cannot meh?" or "eeee, dun wan lah, so paiseh, later ppl around me thought i dog sia, lose pride sia." well, or many other thinkings, but there's a deeper sense in this question. of coz, it does not only apply to guys, girls version is "will you allow your boyfriend to carry your handbag while dating?"

something to interest you ppl if you wanna know more about me... (ed's 2nd self: wah seh, ego liao lah)
current cravings:
sushi (i've always craved for that, especially the tamago ones)
girls (more like deprived then craving i guess)
ice cream (well, rum and raisins and wild raisins, totemo oishii desu!)
need for speed carbon (well, it's time to drive)
splinter cell: double agent (i'm a splinter cell fanboy)

i think that's all, but i want to sushi man, i want to sushi! who wanna go sushi?
imagine the grains of rice being flushed into your mouth and brushing against your teeth with the crispy seaweed. *siwsh* *swish* *swish* and then allow the sweetness of the rice to roll on your tongue. *swish* *swish* *swish* every chew seems to tempt you into sexual indulgence, *swish* *swish* *swish* the unique shape of the rice grain and the mild salty seaweed, makes you *swish* *swish* *swish*....

haha...

2nd week of school

2006-10-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

it's been 2 weeks in school, or rather one and a half weeks, i still feel myself quite fubar. i've not been paying attention and still trying to concentrate. well, my friends and i are still working hard to make the guarddog angry. and guess wat! yesterday, the guarddog wore a orange samuel and kelvin dog shirt. it has this hound, i think it's a hound, barking and got this flame thingy coming out of the mouth. thn we laugh until peng. sadly, even though the girl is siting near us, she sat beside roger in the morning and behind moi in the afternoon lesson, we still aren't able to talk to her. what's happening man? have i fallen in love? lol...

roses are red
violets are blue
but you are pink
cos your signature says you

eh, not bad huh? moi english improving neh.
since i step into poly, my english seems to be getting alittle bad. i guess, it's poly. haha.

today's discussion within edmund's

ed: so what are we going to teach to the kids? teach 4 year old sex education?
everyone: *laugh*
ed: "locate the hole. see the hole? ok. do not put anything into that hole or allow anyone to enter it" *laugh*
everyone: *laugh*
jojo: "inserting and approaching impact in 3 minutes"
ed: wth! 3 minutes! can sleep sia!
everyone: *laugh*
hadz: 3 seconds lah
ed: "approached impact. initiate reverse movement and forward plunge with the frequency of 5Hz"
everyone: *laugh*
hadz: "activate safety remove hardware"

end of convo...

woot!

2006-10-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=061021112103-144110&
this is the personal quiz that i churn out. lol.

well, been quite well especially get to spend some time with some of the websters today for practise. thn jenny treated us to dinner, which is WOW!. THANKS, JENNY! haha.

life been great but i guess it's time to pick a girl out of the crowd and start feeling depress or something so that i get be in the wave as a youthful citizen of the ever sunny singapore. well. i guess so. but 1st, needa get rid of the guard dog and say hi to her. cheers...

3rd day of sch

2006-10-18T14:38:00.000+08:00

it's already third day of school. school's been quite good, especially my IS module. the mentor is quite a good one.

guess what. the whole of 2 classes, there's only 3 girls. 2 china and 1 sg. the sg one looks quite good, but something bad happened.

i dunno wat's the girl's name coz i figure out that most of the guys that are despo will hound her so no point approaching her and shake her hand. quite surprisingly, she took the same bus as i am but she light later then i am. as you all know me, i'm quite slow in reaction. yesterday after school, both of us took the same bus. as usual, her guard dog is with her, tailing her and bite anyone that is within the radius of half a meter from her. i looked at her, and she looked at moi. thn she waved at moi. i thought she's waving at some other person until some further thinking, i figured out she's waving at moi. WHAT THE HELL! 1st evidence of "ed is a tao kia". so we went up to the same bus and of coz, i was glaring at her. i was at the back row with my buddies and she was at the row that's facing the opposite direction. after clementi, the crowd in the bus cleared, so she and guard dog changed seats. dang! my view! after that, the bus approached the bus-stop at the sg mint, the guard dog alighted. she turned and looked at me, i started and looked away. 2nd evidence of "ed is a tao kia". wah, fubar, FuBaR, fUbAr, FUBAR! didnt get to say anything, i completely screwed up my 1st chance in knowing another beautiful girl. sadded.

school started at 8 this morning. darn early, really bue ta han. did quite some interesting stuff, get to know new ppl. and a new project group is formed! Edmund's Group, that's the group name. i can't be bothered to think of a group name so i suggested to put this name up. to indulge more into my self-centeredness, i took away the "'s Group", so the name became "Edmund". but sarah changed it back to Edmund's Group. and we had a brief discussion.

jo: lets teach the elderly to play dota!
everyone: *laughs*
ed: i know! teach a 4 year old to smoke weed!
everyone: *laughs^2*
ms eve: what are you discussing? your project need to be productive, innovative and creative!
everyone: *laughs^3*

can you think of that?! huh! lol.

haz: *wraps a small sticker and place on his mouth* *hurhur*
eveyone: *laughs*
jo and ed: *points at wrapped majong paper*
ed: that's for a 12 year old!
everyone: *laugh^5*

no money?

2006-10-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

before you read any further, i'm poor and so is moi family. it's just that i love starbucks and my mom is alittle unstable at times in terms of spending.

went to church in the morning and it's quite fun today. but kinda sad to see bel leaving for thailand. 2 years, it'll fly but i guess i'll forget her by then. haha. i think i should be happy too, to see a sister setting a role for little ones like moi. "seek God. and submit to His calling" well, i'm impressed by bel's decision coz it's certainly not an easy one. even though i'm the few that comes around and disturb her, sometimes we get to do some small talk. she told moi she wanna go overseas for masters, thn told moi about staying back in sg to do her masters coz she cant afford to not see her family oftenly whn she's overseas. but now? missions in thailand, with estimated period of 2 years. well, it's kind of a shock coz 1stly, i only knew it last week, 2ndly, how do you feel when a friend just leaves for 2 years and you've got nothing much to say to her. i guess the only thing that i can provide is to include her ministry in my prayers, i'm poor, no?

after church and lunch, i met up with some kuroichou pips. it's kind of a last minute thing for moi coz i'm just too bored and i called nato kun whether they are hanging out today. AND WAHLA! they are! so met them and went to ACM for the japanese cultural thingy. it's super funny to see ppl in yukatas. well, i'm the dude who looks like a modern working adult. haha.

reached home at 7+ and GUESS WAT! MOI MOM BOUGHT AT BLOODY LCD TV! i was like, "i thought we are going through some finace issues here?? hello??" and that tv is like 1k. wth, wide screen, so every single person in it is "fat". the movie "signs", mel gibson became "fat". sound quality was bad, as expected from the thin speakers. picture quality was quite good. anyway, can watch anime on tv liao. muahaha.

some trival stuff

2006-10-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

koped from sayuki's LJ.

Single or Taken: single
Happy about that: yeah, too many girls, too little time. lazy to commit myself for now
Eye color: dark brown
Shoe size: 10.5
Height: 172
What are you wearing right now?: fever 100 black shit with black basketball pants
Righty or Lefty: righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now?: no, big notes

FAVORITES
Kind of pants: burms
Animal: hamster
Alcoholic Drink: stella artois
Non-alcoholic: java chip from star bucks
Month: june
Favorite cartoon: alot bah, knowing how we youngsters craze over the japanese anime culture

HAVE YOU EVER...
Given anyone a bath: no
Bungee Jumped?: nope, but anxious to try it out, i'm prepared to die from bungee, i want the thrill
Made yourself throw-up?: yup. when i feel like throwing up, but i can't so i purposely did it.
Skinny dipped?: does dipping into the bath tub consider skinny dip?
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yeah, God i guess.
Broken a bone: yup
Played truth or dare: duh, of course
Been in a physical fight: yup
Been on a plane: yup
Came close to dying: nope. i feel that life is too good for now.
Been in a hot tub: yup
Fallen asleep in school: yup, once or twice.
Ran away: yup. when i'm still a kid and i dun understand my mom's intention for caning moi
Broken someone's heart: i dunno. i think so. not in a love way, but through expections that leads to disaapointments
Cried when someone died: nope.
Fell off your chair: yup. do stunt then fell off the chair.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope
Saved AIM conversations: nope
Used someone: nope
Been cheated on: i dunno.

WHAT IS...
Beside you: pillow
Last thing you ate: guiling gao

EVER HAD...
Chicken pox: yup
Sore Throat: yup, and drinking beer is the best medicine for this
Stitches: nope
Broken nose: yup. some bastard dunno how to play ball and slammed his hand on my nose while catching rebound

DO YOU...
Believe in love at first sight: yup
Long distant relationships: huh? do you long distant relationships? funny english
Like school: NO! I LOVE SCHOOL!
Question yourself: yup. reflections.
Who was the last person that texted you?: cliff
Who makes you smile the most?: God i guess. only after some realisation. if it's a person, my dad.
Who knows you the best: God. if it's a person, my dad.
Do you like filling these out: yup, nothing much to do really.
Do you get along with your family: yup. i guess when we get older, we appreciate our family more

FINAL QUESTIONS:
What did you do yesterday: went to sch with vic to get books and pooled with him.
What car/truck do you wish to have: evo 3
Have a lava lamp?: nope
How many remote controls are in your house?:
Are you double jointed?: nope
When did you last shower?: 30 mins ago.
Scary or Funny Movies?: funny
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: root beer
Summer or winter: winter
Silver or Gold: both
Diamond or pearl: diamond
Sprite or 7up: 7up
Coffee or tea: both
Phone or in person: in person

TODAY DID YOU...
Talk to someone you liked: yup. i love my friends.
Buy something: nope
Get sick: ya. my stomach is alittle quirky now.
Talked to an ex: nope
Miss someone: nope

LAST PERSON WHO....
Slept in your bed: moi
Saw/heard you cry: dunno. mom i guess. when i'm young.
Made you cry: God.
Went to the movies with: hmm. feli and shawn i think. didnt hit the movies for quite some time. wait, or is it spongebob with shan and emily? forgot. lol.
Kissed you: like i know like that.
you said "I Love You" to: i dunno. forgot. i guess God.

EVER......
Been in a fight with your pet: how to fight a fish? tell moi. i'll be interested.
Been to Mexico: nope
Been to Europe: nope

RANDOM.....
Do you have a crush on someone right now: nope
What book are you reading now: no book. i indulge myself in newspapers instead.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope.
What's under your bed: wood
Favorite sports: frisbee
What are you most scared of right now?: cockroach
Who do you really hate?: cockroach
Do you have a pet?: nope. my dad removed the pond. used to have alot of fishes. guppies, luo han, goldfish, sucker fish.
Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: yup
Are you lonely right now?: i'm alone but i dun feel lonely.
Song that's stuck in your head right now?: nope.
Have you ever played strip poker: nope
Have you ever been on radio/TV: yup. it's like 1 or 2 mins of fame with moi cooking in a camp
Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: nope
Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed?: i think so.
Favorite Locations: swimming pool

RANDOM (AGAIN)....
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex?: height
Your Favorite Food?: alot. i love rice alot.
Ever get so drunk you don't remember?: nope.
Are you too shy to ask someone out?: ask someone out as in go for a date? if this, it's nope. ask someone out as in going stead thn it's yea.
Hugs or Kisses?: hugs, for now.
Dogs or cats?: both
Favorite Flower?: i dunno
Have you ever fired a gun?: yup
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 2
Are you missing someone right now: nope
Have any pets that died that you miss?: no

i need sleep!

hoeny and clover 2

2006-10-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

after the 1st series of honey and clover, i decided to hound over the second one and it's pretty much more mushy thn the 1st. and the thing is that, jokes are lessen drastically and mushiness have increased to a new high. i don't usually care about all of the character's life, i like to particularly pick out certain characters that applies to myself. if you've watched the anime, i've picked out the youngest lead guy in the anime. what stands out in him is determination. and the part that nearly made me cry is when takemoto kun decided to leave tokyo, and be a recontruction worker. actually, everyone kind of left tokyo except for yamada. one very drastic move is done by hanamoto sensei. he left his career to take care of hagu chan. the empty office of hanamoto's kind of nostalgic. i dunno why. it's just made my heart flop. haiz, makes moi wanna do a song. i'll name it "how many tears can fall?"

honey and clover

2006-10-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

finally! i'm done with honey and clovering at 3.15am in the morning and my sight was quite blurry by then. i told myself to stop at episode 20 and continue the last 4 ;ater in the afternoon BUT it's too good to watch so i continued.

well, to a certain extent, i do agree with tenjin that mushy animes are draggy. honey and clover started of well, with jokes and not much of a romance thing, and as it progresses, the jokes is kind of not prominent and started to lessen, mushy stuff increased too. although the romance thingy is kindof typical, but what actually get me watching is this Takemoto kun riding on his bicycle to find out how far can he go with his bicycle without looking back, another reason for him to destress. it took him 2 months to complete the whole journey, from tokyo to hokkaido. well, if you love mushy stuff, this anime is reccommended by moi! lol.

i needa go pee. just woke up.

goals

2006-10-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

i'm going to write 5 songs the next coming semester and i'm going to perform it! actually, i'm done with 2 so i've gotta write 3 more. YES! 5 songs and i'm going to relax. but needa find the feelings 1st. i wrote one recently, punk pop. not bad eh? lol. about a irresponsible naive boy that doesn't like his girlfriend. lol. the lyrics are quite amusing too. lol. oh well, 3 more songs and i wanna do good songs. actually, what defines a good song? lol. i dunno

oh well, iggy guitar training day 2, learn more chords and basic strumming pattern. going well dude. lol.

i cooked for my bro and iggy yesterday. quite surprised that my bro actually said that it's nice. he has a very choosy tongue, not nice = not nice. but he said that it was nice so i guess it's an achievement. iggy too said was nice and ask me to add crab stick next time, makes it more colourful and more meat variety. oh well, at least i got the recipe down. lol. it's ed's secret pasta tomato's sause! XD

cockroach phobia

2006-10-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

to think that i'm suck a big size and cockroaches must be very very afraid of me. well, i'm actually am very afraid of cockroaches. i managed to catch one in my bathroom today and squash it, then threw it into the toilet bowl to get rid of it. it too k me 5+ mins to catch that dumb bug. i was shivering. i dunno why, i used to not be scared of cockroaches, but now, whenever i see one, i dont dare to catch one. especially in malaysia, cockroaches are common, in bathrooms, cracks or any other nook and cranny of the place. i guess the bug busters do earn alot cause these bugs dont extinct. imagine the world with no cockroaches, girls will not be scared and big butts like me will live peacefully. maybe, the bad side will be guys catching them infront of girls, showing their bravery, over a puny cockroach.
making matters worst, i had a dream yesterday, or the day before, i forgot. the dream happened the next night, after the one which i kindof enjoyed, even though i drank girl's pee *me sound so sick*. the dream that i made was really bad. i dream of COCKROACHES! NOT 1, NOT 2, IT'S A WHOLE ARMY OF THEM! i dream that there were cockroaches all over my room, and i was shivering in my dream. i was really terrified. punk cockroach vs ed. PUNY COCKROACH WINS! thank God that it was a dream. i hope i could get over the cockroach thingy one day. boo!
iggy came over my place today to learn guitar. lol. i told him i'll just teach him the chord G and D today and ask him to change the chords whenever he likes. means G to D, D to G, G to D.
he said, "like that only ah?! so little."
but it took him a 1 hour, and busted his fingers. tml is day 2, see how he fare. lol.

outings outings and more outings...

2006-10-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

ok, this will sound crazy. for 2 weeks, i've been meeting kuroichou members 3 times. lol. today we met up again. just for the sake of coffee and kill time, and of coz, for me to get to know them more and know the situation of kuroichou more. nato-kun, abarai, no teeth and yoshi came. even though it's a small group, it's kind of fun. lol. anyway, going to say about a dream.

i dreamt of 2 dreams last night. very weird dreams. the 1st dream, i dreamt of 2 girls that i know bathing with me in the same cubical. 1 was bottomless, the other was topless then bottomless, and i was bottomless and topless. they are girls that i know and no that bad looking. dunno y my brain chose them as my dream, but i kind of liked it in a way bah. lol. the one that was bottomless can in and said something that i cant remember thn went out. then i looked away and started to bathe, trying to not look at the one that is bathing with me. and thn a stream of water flew ass my face and i accidentally tasted it. IT'S PEE! i looked back at the girl and saw her peeing on the wall while standing upright, and thn the pee kindof bounced off the wall and yeah, a stream of pee. nvm about this one, i dun wanna go more in detail. lol.

the 2nd dream was rather interesting. i was ask to investigate some stuff on the beach. thn i saw ppl being buried in the sand on the beach. quite a few died except for the last few at the end of the beach. they are buried with only one hand on the surface of the sand. i pulled out the 2nd last one and she was alive. lol. thn i duno y i started to chat with them and asked them where they come from. they were wearing blue uniform, the ones like SJC. thn i guessed they are from SJC, thn they say wrong and told me they are from this school called E ECON. dunno wat is that. thn they ask me to do a survey. lol. after that i felt like peeing in the dream so i went to pee. and the funny thing is that i pee-ed in the dream already, thn i still feel like peeing, which leads me to waking up and really pee in the toilet.

lol. damn lame sia.

new new new!

2006-09-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

ok, today is thursday and i've got alittle cash left. i dont wanna withdraw money! arh!
being at home is much better then being at work. you will get the siansational in both work and home. but the prob is work siansational is worst the home siansational even though you get paid in work siansational. nvm. forget this. lol.
hmm. nothing much to say. anyway, i feel like jamming. jam jam jam. yay!

Carl's Jr ichiban!

2006-09-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

went to carl's jr with idol, marik, tenjin, iggy, beach, nat, mich and mich's friend. had alot of fun fun fun!!! *MOBBC*

edo's "how a person view a burger refering to educational level":
below kindergarden - take the burger and try to eat the burger but unable to cause it's too big.
kindergarden- take the burger and eat the burger as the mid section slides out from the back.
primary - take the burger, eat the burger and forgot to add chilli or tomato ketchup.
secondary - take the burger and eat the burger without thinking about the burger.
junior college - leave the burger alone, anaylse the burger and not eat the burger.
polytechnic - take the burger, do a hands on practical on the burger to make it nicer and eat the burger.
degree (bach.) - take the burger, anaylse the burger, do a report on the burger, do a hands on practical on the burger, and eat the burger.
degree (hon.) - leave the burger, anaylse the burger, do a report on the burger, take the burger, anaylse the burger, do a another report on the burger, do a hands on practical on the burger, and eat the burger.
masters - leave the burger, anaylse the burger, do a report on the burger, take the burger, anaylse the burger, do a another report on the burger, do a hands on practical on the burger, do a hypothesis on the burger and eat the burger.
Phd - leave the burger, anaylse the burger, do a report on the burger, take the burger, anaylse the burger, do a another report on the burger, do a hands on practical on the burger, do a hypothesis on the burger, provide sufficient evidence to proof that it is a burger and eat the burger.
Prof. - leave the burger, anaylse the burger, predict the action that is to be taken on the burger, do a report on the burger, take the burger, anaylse the burger, revise the prediction, do a another report on the burger, do a hands on practical on the burger, do a hypothesis on the burger, provide sufficient evidence to proof that it is a burger, argue an article for about the discovery of the burger, patent the burger and sell the burger.

*MOBBC*

2006-09-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

You scored as The Hyuuga Clan. You're a part of the Hyuuga Clan. You have the Byukagan. This is an eye technique that has great insight into the way a human thinks and acts. Thats not all the Byukagan does, it also has the ability to see 359 degrees around your body, and you only have a blind spot in your vertebrae, you can also see chakra system in the body and all 64 tenketsus and if you hit these you can redirect or completely stop chakra flow in the body with the taijutsu Jyuuken. Go You!!

The Hyuuga Clan

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The Unknown Water Clan

65%

The Uchiha Clan

55%

The Kaguya Clan

29%

Not A Clan Member

28%

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money money fly away

2006-09-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

spent a total of SGD 166 today. man. got a new watch. casio~ sounds like shit, but looks nice. lol. got my suzuka 11 and 12, got some grocerys and of coz, eat zi cha with iggy. lol... HE'S DRUNK! HAHA...
tml kian's bday, spend money again. sian. i hate spending money. yuck!

2006-09-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

i cant come out with a title for this post. screw.
she came online. her display picture was different from the ones that was being used by her lately. something different about her i thought.
i had a dream. she's with me. i'm not too sure why. we started to talk again, just like we did when we met. i know it isn't real, but it's satisfying. as the conversation went on, i feel a sense of comfort, joy and love. i was happy. things started to get physical in that dream. we started to hold hands, touched each other, just like couples do. then i held her close. we went into a secluded corner. i laid her on the wall and held her hands against it. we kissed, making contact with our tongues.

thn i woke up. *beep*

day 5 and 6

2006-09-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

i've got a call, or rather i called iggy coz he ask me to call. i'm not working tml, which is my last day of work, so today is my last day. it was quite sudden but i guess it's good too coz i get to sleep later and more. for the pass 6 days of work, it's quite a good experience, seeing all the ah peks, ah sous, ah kongs, ah mas, ah di, ah mei looking at that williamsf1 car, and i got to kope the cap.
today alot of things happened. iggy and i got to talkto adrian, the german mechanic that's incharge of the well-being of the car. talked quite abit and it so happen to be our last time. we wanna take pictures tml but too bad.
today, i came across a group of china mums and they forced his son through the barrier. minna-san, wat do you think a barrier is for? but she still push the kid into the retricted area where the SGD 750k bloody f1 car that is under the security of 2 18 year olds who was playing game-boys and i think the mom thought that i wasn't aware. not that she's a china woman, but i'm really pissed with someone that does not know wat is the use for a barrier, especially for itchy hands that touch the car chasis whn they needa fork out a crazy big sum of money to pay if they scratch or preak any part of it. and she actually tried to ask me to close an eye. man.
before that, it's a different case. this indian lady came to me. it's really funny coz iggy and i thought that she's going to ask whether her kid daughter to stand next to the car within the restricted area. through her sincerity, i agreed. to my surprise, it's not a young kid, it's an adult. lol.
something that i thought on the train for tml, but it's down the drain coz not working. haha...
*guy touches car*
ed: excuse sir, you cannot touch the car.
guy: oh, i just wanna see the material only.
ed: see the material? but you touch the car! you think you got enough money to pay for the car if you spoil it?
guy: sorry, was just trying to feel the material.
ed: you think you got money to pay for the car if you break the car?
guy: i said i'm sorry. can we move on?
ed: move on your si lang tao. the car will always be here till tonight 7pm. you need to explain why you touch the car when you claim that you see the car when you touch the car without the money to pay the car?
*end*

haha...

day 4

2006-09-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

today's pretty tiring, but there's a heavy rain, so lesser ppl gonna touch the williams. woot. exam results are out. screw the C. without the C, i can get a 3.8. MAN! it hurts big time. ARGH! good to know that my math is A. woot. happy for that. but after all these, thk God for what He has done and thk God for being with me through my troubled times. God rox.

day 3

2006-09-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

"come and join RBS. enjoy the exclusive privilages that RBS can offer. you get to cut your own hair style, you get too wear your favourite long sleeve buttoned shirt, you get to wear your favourite colour long pants, you get to wear your favourite office shoes. AN MOST OF ALL! YOU GET PAID!"

ok, it's lame. haha. i feel that i'm getting some kind of internet identity. or i think it's just work. haha. 4 more days! YAY!

work ~ day 2

2006-09-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

today is quite interesting. not that tiring as 1st day, but still quite tiring i guess. iggy and i got to talk to the german car mechanic, adrian. he's kindof a nice guy. got to slack in the morning and then when the crowd comes in late morning, we stood. but the thing is that it's sunny out there, so i'm lobster tan now. my dad was like, "why work make you tan?" lol.... ok damn shag. i go slp liao. nighto!

2006-09-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

shit man. wasted 6 bucks on the theory test but i was late so i didnt take it today. *beep* man.
i woke up in the morning and my legs are healed. so i studied and i kind of know most of the stuff. wah kao. i think my mum is going to screw me inside out liao. nothing much for today man. it's kindof boring. i think iggy is suffering at raffles place now. man! 7 more days man! 7 more days of work. i hope the other days are going to be better. i hope can seat down man. if not damn sian sia, stand the whole day will ggfy in like 2-3 hours. lol.

williamsf1 team

2006-09-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

1st time in my whole life i've gotta stand for 11 hours in a day. damn that f1 car man. wle wle wle. damn tired now. i can't understand why some ding dong lao ah pek their hand so itchy and must go and touch that SGD750k car. go flick their finger on the chasis somemore. see can liao wat?! damn that car man. engineering can really fetch a very high price man. imagine that dumb chasis that is crazily engineered and designed cost so much money. what if there is an engine in that car? wah. i think 1/2 of my earthly life wont be able to pay that dumb car. if that engine is in, it's worth millions. MILLIONS! i can buy like 10 vietnam wifes man. bah. that steering wheel itself cost 40k euros. 2 18s are placed there to TELL the people not to touch that car. "Pls sir, don't touch that car." thn they still touch. wanna see, CAN! wanna take photo, CAN! just dont touch that damn car and get my friend and i in deep trouble. but ppl still touch. nv see a real f1 car? now you can see it in front of your eyes, actual size, actual shape AND EVEN ACTUAL MATERIALS! (with that damn 40k euros steering wheel). ppl still touch.

kao, i imagine ppl see the imf ppl coming to singapore.
"pls do not touch the VIPs"
i bet they will still touch! *beep*

damn tired! cs sway, heel pain like *beep* liao still needa work tml. haha. bless you dude. tml rest! woohoo! and BTT. sian.

brain dead and legs are totally fubared

2006-09-09T10:01:00.000+08:00

oh well. if you are expecting me to post about steam boat (for the black butts), yes, i'm going to a bit of it. it's fun! lol. ok lah, that sounds so wrong. iggy and leo and i wore red, threesome gay sia. but the bottoms got variation (son so wrong again). AND I LOST TO YUKI! i shot ball 10 on a double, thn I GO IN LANGKAU! thn lose liao. BUT NEBBERMIND! YOSHI AND IGGY LOST TO YUKI AND I! OWNED! OWNED! TOTALLY FUBAREDLY OWNED BY A GIRL and a guy.

yesterday's frisbee was quite fun but the ending part my team kept losing. i guess it's just lack of some coordination bah. but nvm, i'm motivated to train more and play more. woot. need do forehand airbouce. i realised, earnest and i didnt do like 30 airbounces. maybe sunday bah. haha. but i think i'll die on sunday, coz there's basketball today also. i'm so tired. dang. fubar.

ok, i try this thing out. learnt it yesterday and made me feel 15 again. ahha.

y horx e sum of e ppl frm sec sch say engrish lyk dat nehx? i dunno lohx. lyk dat v diff 2 c mehx? not sho bad wohx. i still can read nehx. den i tink dey pa jiao or wat sia. i tink dey eyes no more lohx, dunno how 2 read mehx?

shit, it's in the morning and i've to strain my brain to type like that and it's like only 2 lines. ok, 2 lines in my post creation, maybe 4 lines in my blog. haha.

enjoying every bit of mrbrown show

2006-09-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

i've been kind of addicted to the mrbrown show till i've been listening the podcasts from like present to the one where pam oei was their guest. i mean, wow, not bad arh. haha.

the sop in every show... "hello and welcome to the mrbrown show. this is mrbrown. and this is mrmiyagi, hello everybody".

haha. and i came out with the crazy idea of asking dx whether he too wanna do a podcast. but not exactly a podcast, but we'll still be using an apple. haha.

i used my cousin's room this afternoon for the aircon to game. coz my room's aircon is kindof fubared, so well, cousin's room. oh, btw, if you are wondering why is my cousin's room in my place, well, if you're some kuroichou person and thought i'm always an spp and thought that this cousin must be a guy. well, no. it's a girl. this girl is very very very old. well no, she's 21 this year, 3 years older thn me. thought that she's a very fat bitch. well, wrong again. she's actually very pretty to me and has a model figure. well, thought that WHY THE HELL CAN THIS KIND OF BABE BE IN EDMUND'S HOUSE. eh, she's my cousin and mrt is like across the street, so she stayed here to go to sch. but she's back in malaysia, so the room's quite free, except for her stuff. you know, the girly stuff. the ones that any random chikopek likes to go into the girls room for. the undies and stuff. you know. use it to Play Chinese Chess. yeah. and smell. well. i'm not that kind of person lah. haha. i just used her room for the aircon and to play game. nothing much. and my zeus in dota kept spamming. till even as the host, i lag. i mean during the late game, i'm using the arc lightning as if it's on auto casting. haha.

well, about my cousin's room. it's like damn neat loh. i dunno how she keep it one. she's in year 3 and her notes are nicely kept, i'm in year 2 and all my notes are around the room, on the floor and stuff. wah. a real difference between a guy and a girl. haha.

and guess what. i think my brother is a bisexual. ok, everyone is bisexual as long as you're straight. as long as you look at the guy and thought that the guy looks good and not thinking of poking your pecker in any of his holes, you're a bisexual. ok. i mean my bro is like very bisexual. he has a gay partner and he like a girl. he has this postcard and he wrote the girl's stats. i mean, i'm kindof shocked lah. if it was me, i dun go around writing girl's stats. i mean, i'm not a stalker and i dun need to stalk the girl wat. so i read it out of some curiousity lah. see wat is my brother doing and part of it is...

panty size: S
vagina: 5 cm

hmm, that's interesting. well, i'm laughing all the way and i didnt tell him about what big mistake he has done. he's fubared. totally fubared. he's a pervert. omg. i'm spp, he's chikopek. wat's the diff? i work upon my instincts to make girls happy. chikopek is work upon their instincts to relieve stress. haha. not really sure about the relieve stress part but it just gives them some happiness. haha. FUBAR!

knee problem

2006-09-06T09:38:00.000+08:00

ok, anyone know about knee stuff?
i was tripped during basketball and i fell on my knee. it's, i dunno, looks bad but still, i'm able to wlk. the non-injured knee's and the injured knee's bone structure seems to no match. one is higher thn the other. is that scary? i dunno. coz i'm still able to walk and run. mustn't be that scary rite? i think coz God bless me and healed me, so irregular knees are not really a problem. really? haha.

damn, there's a sudden urge for me to play frisbee, basketball and jam. dunno why. just wanna do it, coz really wanna play all these stuff and enjoy during my holidays. if you're asking, so much time why not go work? hehe. i'm smart. i just enjoying wat i am now. i dun wanna go into the ratrace when i'm still out of it. i don't want to complain "i'm tired" coz of work whn i've higher priorities. i dun wanna use it to compare with people whn work is still not my drive in my current situation. i'm quite sick of work actually. you work, you complain, but you still wanna work. why not dun work whn your goal is to study? i mean if you work, you enjoy, i've got nothing much to say about it. you work and complain, what's the point. i mean alot of us say, "we dun only want the money, we want experience" if you see the your friend working the say fastfood chain and work as waiter for the pass 2 holidays, that's total bullshit. you really want experience, you needa either hop around jobs, or climb the ladder. if you do data entry everyday in the same working surrounding, you only gain the experience of coping with 1 kind of work load and office politics. if you do the same thing over and over again, achieving wat you've already achieve, whats the point?! you've got no work drive yet unless you're out of school, with or without the desired qualification achieved. anyway, if you study ppl are working and when there's a higher priority in your life, complaining and not abidding it, i think you need to spend time reflecting. reflection is very important.

anime is done! shall go watch now.

wah piang eh

2006-09-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

i'm kindof addicted to the podcast by mrbrownshow. and how he uses the computer voice. especially the "wah paing eh". haha.

damn sian. i'm tight on cash coz of thursday got class outing and friday going out with the black butts to eat. damn tight. and i've got nothing to do at home too. man. i feel damn miserable sia.

i wanna go to malaysia. i wanna go out of singapore. to see and shop, shop and see. haha. ok. i'm quite bo liao now.

maybe i should write a new song. but the problem of writing songs for me is that, i wrote liao then i will discard the song. coz i dun have anyone to play it except for myself and i dun like to showcase it to ppl. very miserable rite. i think i should write something like the blood song. instead of blood, i should direct the attention to the orphans. i wanna write something for the orphanages, something to express the emptiness, the space in their heart which was meant to be parent love, was gone. damn fun, damn nice. thn i put it to some english ballad, no more rock feel, no more soft rock feel. muahaha. ok. i think i should start.

toot toot toot...

2006-09-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

eh... ok janice. i see where you're coming from. haha.

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

the perfect GIRL would b...

-love God
-love family and i
-decent looking
-well mannered
-not bigger thn C Cup and both boobs must be equal and natural, not one big one small, one only or none (measn no nipples).
-has a vagina, NOT 2 or more or with the presence of a penis
-ability to cook
-ability to tolerate my spacing out

tags!
- dexian
- dave
- vanda
- emily kwong?

ok... needa slp. night.

play?

2006-08-31T17:31:00.000+08:00

1 think that i hate about drumming is that the faster i go the the more screwed up i am. haha. that's why i try to minimise or rather play less drums and play more guitar and bass.

prayer and praise was pretty screwed up. i mean i'm the one screwing up. but i guess i'm still quite out of shape coz i basically dont drum much and i dun really like to play drums. haha. i prefer writing songs, dingling ding and do some funny stuff like staring at hot babes while trying to eat some juicy fish. haha. just kidding. i mean i cant really keep up with all the fast sets and mistaken play louder to play softer. when i play for the youth, they said that i'm too loud. when i play for jun, too soft. so i'm like, loud or soft? the funny ting is that jun brought out the drum machine. haha. the DRUM MACHINE! it's damn funny man. haha. imagine playing on bit 2 and 4 with bass drums and snare. i was like, "what?!". anyway, gary called it "tough love". haha.

i'm going to get another pair of drumsticks man. or rather 2 pairs, 1 for a xmas present for someone, another for moi! haha. hmm. vir firth? certainly not ahead, too ex, the package itself is GAWDLY. ziljian? i guess i'll stick with vir firth. amongst the brands i tried, vir firth gave me the most surprise. haha. my amateur point of views...
vir firth AH7AN: smooth surfaces, remarkably light for a american hickory.
ziljian dip 5A: nice grip but not recommended for sweaty palms like mine. instead of helping you in grip, it slips.
pro mark 5A: very hard and personally, i dont like the feel of it. heavy for a smooth surface.
tama (forgot wat model): nice stick for oak. but not in production. too bad.

oh well...

some random stuff....

2006-08-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

You're An Alcoholic

Time to go back to step one.

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful

You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules.

You Should Study:

Art

Art history

Architecture

Comparative religions

Eastern religion

Education

Music

Philosophy

What Should You Study?

You Are 68% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.

How Pure Are You?

Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: Medium Influence
80's Alternative: Low Influence
80's R&B: Low Influence
80's Rock: Low Influence
90's Alternative: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

You've Changed 76% in 10 Years

Compared to who you were ten years ago, you've changed a great deal.
In fact, you're probably in a completely different phase of your life - and very happy about it!

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.

In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!

And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.

Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

God's hands, never fails to please, never fails to surprise.

2006-08-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

i think the results are out today morn 12am and i was still awake. andrea msged me to check it out and i myself knew that i passed already. well, check loh. as of the previous post, i did check but they didnt update and that sucks. so i went to check and guess wat!

A+....

isn't it 103 more difficult?! haha. i'm poor at languages but but but... A+! for basic B, i got D. and Basic Jap 103 an A+. i believe that it's not what i've done myself. or rather it's done by Him fully. as it is said in the Bible, 2 Corinthians 12:9, But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

trust in the Lord at all times. and woohoo.... haha...

something erotic...

Reformat your hearing device[MP3s and such] and add "in my pants" at the end of the titles of the first 10 songs...

1-Ye Qu...in my pants [woot, if i go on a date, i unzip thn can play nice nice song]
2-ichirin no hana...in my pants [eh, that's virginity i guess]
3-Fa Ru Xue...in my pants [EH!!! SOUNDS LIKE I'M A HUMAN SPERM BANK!]
4-Hei Se Mao Yi...in my pants [sounds like i masturbated some pretty girl's coat]
5-Ting Bu Dao...in my pants [sounds proof pants sia! Direct Translation: Cannot Hear in my pants]
6-Feng...in my pants [nice one... wind in my pants]
7-Lang Man Shou *something*... in my pants [eh... no comments]
8-Mai Ya Tang...in my pants [ANTS WILL INFEST MY PENIS!]
9-Azora No Namida...in my pants [oh well.... no comments]
10-Colours of my Heart...in my pants ["Darling will you marry me?" "Not until you show me your heart." "*Unzips pants and exposed the 'heart'* HERE" "*blushes*" ]

Tag 5 people to do this
-dexian [ps, i know it's lame but i you have a nice R and R playlist]
-Hii-chan
-Charmander
-dave [hahahahaha]
-shawn [hahahahahahahaha]

monday, again~

2006-08-28T08:55:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm got my day planned out. going to sch, return books, help some agnes girl with her song, bugis with ivy for feli's gift, sakae with ivy coz for the crave. man. i dun wanna go sch leh, so mah fan sia! okok. i go check my results for jap now. i think i sure pass, i'm actually quite happy that i passed coz my speaking is alittle screwed up and i didnt hand up alot of my homework. 1 min arh...

HERES THE VERDICT!!!!! I'VE GOT THE GRADE OF..................................... wait arh, i go check, still loading............ ehhhhhhhhh.......... ahhhh........... hmmmmmmmmm...................... load damn long sia............. okok, load liao i click.................. load again......... eh? no grade yet. sian, the sensei bluff me. yuck. i feel hurt~ haha. ok, i'll go mail and check, she may email my grade. oooooookkkkkkkkkk~............... so my grade is............... NO! SHE JUST REPLIED ME
Edmund san

mail arigatou.

Don't forget to register.

Have a nice holiday!

sayounara.

yoko

sad sia..... thinking of it, i think she will be thinking, "edmund san は誰ですか。" coz she dunno who am i in name. but she know who am i as edomondo kun. haha. funny rite? ohohoh, GSS the edomondo is COOL SIA! so brave. haha. but too bad he died in the 1st epi. sad. if i'm going to be in a anime, i wanna be someone that is like a secret character, a good guy and either still a lazy bum legend or a dead legend that is living within the present. that'll be cool. but i think i think too much liao. haha.

saturday is here.

2006-08-26T11:10:00.000+08:00

siao siao. post exam syndromes are here. headaches and vomiting. lost of appetite (is it a good thing or a bad thing). man. didnt get the job, sad coz cant work and get money, happy coz i've avoided the politics in NUH. NUH work surrounding is like a cage, or rather a pressure cooker, that contained alot of politics. tempt staff can only survive for 5-6 weeks. tempt staffs cannot hear music, cannot talk, or else the perm staff will start nagging. it's like cold turkey, not talk, no listen. eyeing on luunchbreak, daybreak and weekend everyday. hmm. 7 weeks of encapsulation at home. i think i can do alot of things. haha. study for btt and stuff. write more songs. or i'll go find a part time job, maybe at ichiban sushi at bukit panjang plaza. haha. but 1st, i needa nurse my head, having a heading since yesterday night after lunch, i feel like all the information that is kept for exams is going to blow and burst out of my brain fats.

hmm, i'm dropping jiraiya for EOY. i thought that i wont have the cash to buy the cos and kian's looking forward in casemoding and i wanna get the dremel to start making props like katanas. i love katanas, i dunno y but they fascinate me in all kinds of ways. the tsukamaki, the saya and other stuff. thn after making can go sell it if it's good enuff. haha.

i'll go nurse my headache now!

exams are over. i'm older now!

2006-08-25T13:10:00.000+08:00

2.1 IS OVER! makes me older now. meaning!!! I'M HALFWAY THOUGH POLY! man. time flies. exams are over. can relax for a moment.

went for a job interview as data entry assistant and i found the most interesting employer ever. NUH is really a very strict working surrounding. the interviewers are very strict looking. i guess if i am going be be chosen, i'm not going to have a great time there. it's so arh!!! no talking, no listening to music and of course, a pile of work to do. the job is 5-6 weeks, 42 hours a week. data entrying is fun! MY FOOT! haha.

hello kitty frenzy part 2...

2006-08-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

ok, i know i'm suppose to study for my telecom exam paper tml now but i'm kindof taking a long break, lets say 3 hours? haha. i'm having a headache and i've left with 3.5 chapters to go. means i'm like 1/2 of the book already. ok. for you all hello kitty cum punk rockers out there. check the guit out.

it is a single hummy and just needa ignore the "Squier" logo. YOU CAN MOD IT INTO A TOM DELONGE! dump in an invader, pay 35 bucks for rewiring for a technician if you screw up your wiring and groundings and WHAT DO YOU GET! A PUNK HELLO KITTY!

Model Number	033-5005-(Color#)
Series	Affinity Series™
Colors	(506) Black, (570) Pink, (Gloss Polyurethane Finish)
Body	Agathis
Neck	Maple, C-Shape, (Satin Polyurethane Finish)
Fingerboard	Maple, 9.5” Radius (241 mm)
No. of Frets	21 Medium Jumbo
Pickups	1 Humbucking Pickup (Bridge)
Controls	Volume
Pickup Switching	None
Bridge	Hard Tail Strings-Thru-Body 6-Saddle Bridge
Machine Heads	Standard Die-Cast Tuners
Hardware	Chrome
Pickguard	1-Ply White Hello Kitty Pickguard
Scale Length	25.5” (648 mm)
Width at Nut	1.61” (41 mm)
Unique Features	Script Hello Kitty Logo Artwork on Back of Pink Body, Collage Hello Kitty Logo Artwork on Back of Black Body, White Knob on Pink Guitar, Black Knob on Black Guitar, Pink Dot Position Inlays on Pink Guitar, Black Dot Position Inlays on Black Guitar, Large Headstock ‘60s Style Headstock, Rear Routed Control Cavity, Black Silkscreen Squier® Logo, Engraved Squier Neckplate
Strings	Fender® Super 250L, (.009 to .042) Nickel Plated Steel p/n 073-0250-003
Accessories	None
Introduced	TBA

Source from: http://fenderhellokitty.com/gear_kittyspecs.html

i needa go shit now. thn continue studying. good luck for you guys with exams. haha.

PS. going to end... yeah!

hello kitty

2006-08-21T10:43:00.000+08:00

ok, i do not know what and why i'm doing this. i'm actually in the hello kitty website! 1st thing i see, "Hello Kitty - 30 Years of Cute". 0.0! ok, hello kitty is cute, to a certain extend. i mean if you wanna be in on TV with 1 or 2 secs more thn the usual superstar contestants, you must consider the hello kitty pink or black squier guitar which is sold in swee lee at SGD 499 retail price, and if you are able to get it on the spot, you just pay 85% of the retail price. woot, means 15% discount! ok, lets see. hello kitty. kian ask me to f**k off whn i said the guitar was cool. dx also asked me to f**k off and added that i'm gey. but it's HELLO KITTY! LEGEND DEH! there is HELLO KITTY BREAD TOO! hello kitty toaster, hello kitty message boards. AND GUESS WAT! cameron diaz, carmen elektra, heidi klum, mandy moore, steven tyler, mariah carey and nicky hilton OWNS SOMETHING THAT IS HELLO KITTY!!!
IT IS HELLO KITTY FIIIIIIIIIIVVVVVVAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
Y WAIT!!!! GO TO HELLO KITTY WEBSITENOW!

ok. 11 am i needa get studying, but i'm tired again! arh!

sunday makes me funky

2006-08-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

yay... it's sunday night. slackers night. tml got no paper. tml is del and tp studying day. ever wonder why am i so lazy? coz i dunno, must be my genes bah. coz my dad is a hardworking person. but so happen i think my genes wana go against my dad's genes, so i become a lazy person. ma ne~ i wished that one day i can have a wife that can serve me tea everyday. woohoo~ and she do all the household chores except for cooking. coz i love cooking, but i dun like household chores like drying clothes and stuff. i prefer to do the computer staring motion or SANE, Sit And Not Exercising. INSANE is not for me. (Improving Nicely (but) Seriously Apart (from) Normal Existance).

it's interesting to see how men are being under women control. sometimes i cannot tolerate the ladies on how they treat men, but most of the times i find it interesting. cos i'm a bully also mah. haha. however, to see them cumble their pride. it's a hahaha. haha.

wahahha. man. i've got nothing much to blog about now. bless you ppl man!

naggy... yeah~

2006-08-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

a couple of things happened within a short period of time i thought that i couldn't keep up with it. i'm trying to get the picture. God is everything. might sound really holy about this. i'm kindof doubting it everytime i'm in trouble. i'm in lots of trouble and i'm the kind that ignores trouble. so i'm not an emo kind of person. haha. but recently, during studies, i realised that i'm not in control of everything. i'm been into studying, but i was thinking what good has it gonna do to me. this might be too far fetched, but i'll die after doing all the earthly things. we can get degrees and even masters, but in the end, we will still die. i'm glad God broke through this veil and grabbed me out of it. i began to start things off with God, of now. i realised that i'm studying not for good grades and getting into the university, but actually it is for God. if you aren't a believer, i'm not going to ask you to be 1 today, but i'm just trying to share what i feel as a believer. have you ever wondered if you get good grades and stuff, thn you get a well paying job and have lots of cash but you can't see the future accept for career and retirement? or rather do you know your life is fragile?

who are you doing these for? who are you studying for? who or what are you working for? why are you here?
studying for work, work for money, money for family and self. i'm here cos i so happen to be the one out of the millons of sperms.

alot of things happened, but i'm still having the joy. this is the Greatness of God.

dumb things

2006-08-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

koped from idol's LJ

WHAT IF......
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

3rd day

2006-08-16T11:09:00.000+08:00

shit. i realised i'm actually in my third day of my study break already! and i havent get anything done yet. my math is screwed, acda the last 2-3 chapters i needa review, del left the last chapter and a full book revision, tp... well, basically the whole semester. bah. so many tihngs to do yet i'm still lazing around. i dont feel burdened leh. cham lah. ok. maybe i'm just pure lazy. i'm lazy to work, lazy to study, lazy to sleep and lazy to go out. i'm not lazy to eat only. haha. i think i must get quite some things done by today and tml i needa start on my acda and thn on sat start on my tp. bah. not sure how's everybody around me. i guess they are mugging like there's no tml. haha. sounds very satanic sia. there's God, there's tml, coz we have the victory. woohoo~ screw all you satanic dickheads. lalalala. ok, needa go and math now.

2nd day man -continued

2006-08-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm back. man. didnt get kian's home theatre system and i'm now so tired. man, i feel like playing something or write stuff or songs. looking into the spaces i can feel the sadness that contains an odd tint of gladness like the cake icing. something like that. i dunno but i think we teens nowadays like to make things complicated. like now i'm not looking at my keyboard to type, and i'm actually closing my eyes coz my eyes are so tired now. i hope i can getr all my spelling right but i dun think so coz i just felt that i keyed a key twice. lol. ok, i'm going to open my eyes now. woot. not bad for a blind man of this calibre. haha. ok. i'm going to do it again.

i've been thinking of making new songs at different directions. like the ones pop people does, but i wanna do a tune that is like the youth christian bands do. sometimes, i feel that paul.b has good song melodies too. but i dunno. some of them sound old to me. hosanna is nice. haha. i'll try to impromtu a song lyric now

hmm...

can't, too tired. maybe next time. remember, i'm still typing with my eyes closed. hope i could get alot of my words right.

2nd day man

2006-08-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

2nd day into my study break and i realised i'm not making full use of the study break. i've been lazing around and trying to sleep more thn i could. ben really really lazy. got alittle math done and going off to the city with kian to get his home theatre system and sticks. man. it's raining. i think i should actually study more tonight. no dota ai tonight for me i guess. need to do more math and maybe start off alittle TP too. and of course, need to look into my brother's hw. man.... gtg. i'll post more later man...

tiring sunday

2006-08-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

i'm damn tired now. listen to this man. yesterday i had 7 hours sleep whici s insufficient for a pig like me and i had to go to church from 11 to 3, but i stayed on till 5+ and after that i'm damn shag liao. thn go to city hall to meet school gang. this is the stupid part. i went to city hall thn after that they ask me to meet them at carrefour, i went, "WTF". but went along coz they initially wanted to get alcohol. BUT! they got ribena instead. i went "WTF" again. i mean who would want to go to carrefour to get ribena? the worst is yet to come. they made their way back to suntec tower 1 and thn took a bus and alighted at, guess what, esplanade! smart right? then from there go down to BUKIT TIMAH thn go to serangoon. my blood was kind of warm and was thinking how stupid can they be when we are able to just take the MRT all the way to serangoon. i was super disappointed with their judgements.

went to church today morning, left wei jun's house at 7.30 and i was zombied. totally zombied, i smell like a zombie, look like a zombie and think like a zombie. i was trying to stay awake in the sermon and during lunch. but what rocks my day is the talk with the young adults ladies. the ladies that took care of me by either pouring water, asking me to go on a date with her and play floorball. it's not bad lah. haha. phoebe is one of them. i thought that they encouraged me alot, in terms of my participation and talking to them is fun and chilly. although there is an age gap between 5 to 8, the convosation still flows, and it seems like all of us are enjoying it. darren too is enjoying it. must me our brain adjusted to YAZ liao. or rather darren and i consider ourselves to be in YAZ as YYA, young adults zone and youthful young adults. i hit the bath and went to bed immediately went i reached home. have 4 hours of sleep and here i am updating my blog. i think i'm going back to sleep soon. it's a tiring day.

lemon oil

2006-08-11T10:00:00.000+08:00

ok, the title of this post is random. coz i read the taggie post and charmander puts "yo" thn i think of the chinese "YOU" which is oil. thn the lemon part is whn i looked and found out that my lemon oil is on my laptop desk. not really a laptop desk, but it's more of a table that is able to fit a 10 or younger kid. but the height of this small table is just nice to allow me to put my lappy and other stuff and use my lappy while i sit on the bed. and the lemon oil? it's not use for any aroma therapy. you can use it if you want to get rashes. it's for cleaning the fretboards of a guitar. i recently used it to coat the strings so that it wont rust, but the oil came off easily man. crap.

been blog hunting yesterday night, not really blog hunting but rather hoping here and there. i thought that why teens love sadness? haha. i dunno why sia, i myself do have a sense of belonging as i indulge into guilt and love emptiness, sometimes for the sake of nothing, just feeling it, but i dont do it so often nowadays coz i feel no point doing it. some of the teens we do know goes to the extend of killing themselve and i'm actually quite worried about my child's well-being (wah, think so far) and how is he/she going to cope with their trend. i can see that my dad and mom brought me up quite well, apart from my fats of course, but i'm thankful for them to nurture me and having to fear them. although my parents dun really know wat i'm up to nowadays, all i come back and let them see are result slips. i think i'm going out of point. haha.

i've been thinking though for quite sometime whether to culticate a love life know or rather get a girlfriend in lameman's terms, but i think i should just stay put and let my world continue. if i'm going to get a gf, i realised i needa let go alot of things that i'm holding on to. i need to let go some of my studys, playtime with other girls(my cheeky part) and more more more... i thought that i cannot commit to a single girl now, coz i love woman too much, to the extend of wanting to know more of them. but sometimes, i got lazy. haha. maybe, i should just remain an spp and "breakup" with my wednesday girl. maybe. i think. even on wednesday, i feel taxing. bah!

math hw! YAY! needa go do...

some random QnA

2006-08-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

Taken from IDOL's LJ::

1. What is the best nickname you ever had? ed
2. Which way of suicide would you choose? harakiri
3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10. 10
4. Are you in love with someone at the moment? ya
5. Are you missing someone at the moment? no
6. Will you die for the one you love? ya
7. Do you think love hurts? ya
8. What is the best thing about love? makes you a better person
9. What is the worst thing about love? getting over sympathetic
10. Will you wait for someone you love? ya
11. What song best describes your love life at the moment? you and me
12. Do you wanna get married? ya
13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours? no
14. Do you keep memories? ya
15. Is love always on your side or the opposite? not sure
16. Are you sick of love? not really
17. Are you sick of the the question of love? ya, kind of too much to answer especially alot of ya and no.
18. What are you going to do tomorrow? school and study
19. What do you want so badly now? writing a song
20. What's the song that you last downloaded? glamorous sky
21. How much do you love music? love till i'm actually using at as a form of worship
22. Do you play an instrument? ya
23. What movie did you last watch? bad boys 2, on channel 5
24. Do you believe in love forever? ya
25. What's in your mind now? "What's in your mind now?"
26. What song is in your mind now? forgotten faces, need alittle change here and there to make it sound nicer
27. Five people to do this: anyone who has the time
28. Five people to not do this: 5 guys or girls that thinks that they are able to control with their looks.

happy national day

2006-08-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

i thought i want to just post the happy national day words in my blog today. but nvm. i'll write something in here.
yesterday i had 2 things, hell and heaven. a very literal kind of hell and heaven bah. i got into com option (hell), i passed my japanese 103 (heaven). i can see i'm going to take japanese 104 the next sem and i'm so looking forward to it.
i've been wanting to writing songs about feelings and i thought that it's a good idea. but the problem is that i realised the song i wrote about feelings are quite rigid and standardise. it might sound nice for a moment but as it progresses, i feel that my songs contain too much external expressions thn my own personal feelings. i feel that i have to feel in gaps rather then later my emotions take over the flow of the songs. nvm thn. for you ppl that is reading now, i post my latest completed song. this song is about a guy and a girl and they used to talk to each other but now they dont, due to dunno wat circumstance. i'll leave the circumstance for the consumer to figure our thn. haha. consumer as in the one that listens or reads the lyrics.

Forgotten faces

Are you the one that I seek?

The one that my heart longs for

Why does the wind blow?

Through the rain like time flows by

Look into my eyes

And say the words we long to say

Forgotten faces, like forgotten places

Scenery changes as flowers withered

Falling edges with a thousand pages

Your smile has fade away

Can we come and find a way?

When was the last time that we met?

Face to face like children do?

What are the waves that drown my heart?

The waves of my pride

Look into my eyes

And say the words we long to say

Forgotten faces, like forgotten places

Scenery changes as flowers withered

Falling edges with a thousand pages

Your smile has fade away

Can we come and find a way?

Even when I fall down

I’ll wait for you to pick me up

Everything that’s in my heart

Belongs to you
To you

Forgotten faces, like forgotten places

Scenery changes as flowers withered

Falling edges with a thousand pages

Your smile has fade away

Can we come and find a way?

that's all for today folks. have a blessed public holiday!

monday is sick!

2006-07-31T19:10:00.000+08:00

this is just like othre mondays. skipped mathematics. got to school at 11am. came home at 6. bah! BUT BUT BUT!!! i saw the sad girl again! i saw her. thinking about her, i need to do up Andy's song man. i's left stagnant for like weeks coz of all of my laziness. and all the tests coming up, i'm just too lazy to study man.
CHUN SENG! TASUKETE KUDASAI!!! my mathematics is really screwed sia. fourier and 1st order differenciation. and the lecturer is going to end laplace i think. i'm totally screwed lah. damn man. japanese sem test tml. woohoo... need to prepare for the speech, if not i get screwed sia. speech is the most diff to score i think. i hope i can make it up in the written, whn all of my vocabulary is already cmi. bloody hell! man... wednesday need to hand in a report and friday CCT. DAMN SCREWED!

i hope i can do up all the songs man.

wed!

2006-07-19T23:56:00.001+08:00

nothing much today. lol.. yesterday was bomb! ate 20 plates of sushi. today ate alot too. wah. like that how to slim down ne? yesterday i managed to finish writing the lyrics for the ballad song for the sad girl that is looking out of the window into the streets in like 30 minutes. lol. but when i tried to make a melody for it today, i found out that some of the lyric sentences are quite long. hmm. but still havent manage to finish the melody part.

saturday's the boon lay thingy. andy's new song totally rocks. it's not rock but it's nice. i like. i shall be andy's fan! lol. i'm already wuwu's fanboy, lenneth's fanboy. lol. wth sia. i'm like growing younger and younger each day.

wed!

2006-07-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

monday!

2006-07-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

guess wat! i'm having aches all over my body! yay! i'm starting to realise that i'm in love, in love with daydreaming. i cant believe i broke my daydream record loh. anyway, something caught me today in the bus. i saw a girl, i mean yeah, i saw a girl. she's looking out of the window and she has this sad or rather a natural cucumber face. the kind that doesn't smile frequently or always wanna create problems for herself, which is quite popular nowadays. i dunno why some youngsters like that. guys i can understand lah, to hook up a girl which is quite an old tactic, but girls, i dun really understand. even if i do, i dun wanna say it here, coz in case i say the wrong things. girls are sensitive you know?! just like a mimosa plant. well, back to the girl i saw in the bus.

it was actually after school, i thought i could actually go home with the 2 girls, you know who you are, but cannot be contacted, so i went back alone. thn i saw this girl, she's not say chio bah, but she's like 1/2 attractive that kind. so i tried to observe, and thn she has this kind of sad face and she keeps looking out of the window, so i thought of a new to write to her. i dunno her, but i just thought of a song. thought of a soothing ballad piece with part of the lyrics as "the girl in the bus seat with a sad cheek, smiling at the busy runway streets" or something like that. i dunno wat actually wants this english c6er to write a song for her. haha. i guess it's either spp or just scc.

the night is good. taught my bro alittle math and my dad gave me a present. gues wat... it is... tadatadatadatada!!! ALMONDS! i love almonds. the roasted and unsalted ones. 1 packet neh! dad rocks...

look at the links!

2006-07-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

LOOK!!! IT'S EMILY! i noe it's lame lah.... hahahah... the ururu that tried to make me scratch my fake stubber....

frisbee today.... to all the noobs in frisbee in the world (including me), where boots to play in the field as you do not want to fall down for the 3rd time in a row for just not wearing boots and not performing your usual... WEAR BOOTS! it is able to save your shirt from being "mudded" and from falling down on the wet grass with a lady kneeing you...

this message is brought to you by the WYBC, Wear Your Boots Campaign...

KUROICHOU!

2006-07-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

cosfest v is finally over for me. kindof sad coz of the preparation we've done for the past 4 months and now it is over. totaly loved the 40+ ppl alot... should i do the thks thingy... maybe not, i'm too lazy (typical shunsui!)... ANYWAY! one note to you all kuroichou if you come to my blog. a very big thank you for brightening up my life, i'm not like how i am now b4. haha. i use to be conservative and kind of quiet. i <3>

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6/1/2006	1:01:36 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	really?
6/1/2006	1:01:38 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	yup
6/1/2006	1:01:42 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	he is my real brother
6/1/2006	1:01:52 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	is my real younger brother
6/1/2006	1:01:57 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	his name is edwin
6/1/2006	1:01:59 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	ooooo
6/1/2006	1:02:01 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	yup
6/1/2006	1:02:03 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	cool rite?
6/1/2006	1:02:18 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	COOL
6/1/2006	1:02:31 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	then ur name is? edward?
6/1/2006	1:02:42 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	dun mix edward with me
6/1/2006	1:02:50 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i'm not that golden headed noise maker
6/1/2006	1:02:52 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	haha
6/1/2006	1:03:14 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	lol
6/1/2006	1:03:27 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	Edmund! ! !
6/1/2006	1:04:25 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i didnt really leave much significance to you
6/1/2006	1:04:28 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	oh no!
6/1/2006	1:05:17 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	hehe. i noe u la
6/1/2006	1:05:28 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	thn still edwin and edward
6/1/2006	1:06:18 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	mus play play haha
6/1/2006	1:06:58 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	play play or you forget?
6/1/2006	1:07:18 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	of cos play play la
6/1/2006	1:07:34 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	haahaa
6/1/2006	1:07:40 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	wahaha
6/1/2006	1:07:45 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	you REMEMBERED ME!
6/1/2006	1:09:25 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	hehe. yup
6/1/2006	1:09:30 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	wa hahahahahaha
6/1/2006	1:10:15 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	huh?
6/1/2006	1:10:20 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	bully me sia~
6/1/2006	1:10:49 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	NOt jus kidding...........
6/1/2006	1:10:59 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	kaka
6/1/2006	1:11:23 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	you volleyballer?
6/1/2006	1:12:23 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	emmmmmm yup
6/1/2006	1:12:44 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	aaaaaaIT CANT BE!
6/1/2006	1:13:32 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	y cant be??
6/1/2006	1:13:40 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	CAN! ! !
6/1/2006	1:14:06 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	your height....
6/1/2006	1:14:41 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	sobu laught at height
6/1/2006	1:14:53 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	dun cry dun cry~
6/1/2006	1:15:29 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	ok
6/1/2006	1:15:35 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	hehe.
6/1/2006	1:15:53 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	volleyballer sia
6/1/2006	1:16:06 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	volleyball since sec sch?
6/1/2006	1:16:11 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	yup
6/1/2006	1:16:37 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	your height is still...
6/1/2006	1:17:50 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	haha.......so i always cannot pro than volleyballer who is high
6/1/2006	1:18:06 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	hey hey hey~
6/1/2006	1:18:22 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	so you mean you're more pro thn a taller volleyballer?
6/1/2006	1:19:06 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	errrr......
6/1/2006	1:19:17 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	if i am tall
6/1/2006	1:19:23 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	mayb haahaa
6/1/2006	1:19:25 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	haha
6/1/2006	1:19:33 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	nah
6/1/2006	1:19:40 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	you better not get tall
6/1/2006	1:19:54 AM	i ♥ bath™	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	later too tall thn bang the door frame
6/1/2006	1:20:52 AM	啊，没机会做坏事了！有谁知道为什么吗？因为。。。我不再是未成年少女。。。NP volleyball IVP...haih....sMalL cHiLi-Jerry Yan's fans here!!!	i ♥ bath™	sien......emmmmmm u rite!

YAZ CAMP 2006

2006-06-19T23:43:00.001+08:00

hello ppl. it's me again. haha. obvious lah, it's my blog that's y it's me mah.

yaz camp is a great success. even though i'm arrowed to be a sai kang (shit job) warrior, i totally enjoyed myself being a person that tekan (bully) ppl. i somehow feel alive again.

God has made a tremendous debut in the camp. His presence can be felt and even when i am giving my testimony. get to mingle more with the church ppl, especially the ones that i always wanted to talk to but have no chance to. those who know me well know what i mean lah. right? darren? haha. nice tuxedo you have by phoebe and amaris. i'm in the camp com this year, 1st time in the YAZ camp and totally loved it. not just the games, but it's the presence of God. it's terrific! it builds me up again.

i love YAZ camp... if you didn't go, haha, you wasted the opportunity...

Thank God, camp commandants, especially hui yi and sophia (ps, sorry if i hurt you all, i fool around too much sometimes, haha), camp commitee (great job man!), pastor simon, pastor mike, yong heng (thanks for bringing the guitar), shing yenn (click! thks for a super chim quote and m&ms) and all camp participants! GBU!

thurday is the day

2006-06-15T13:38:00.000+08:00

hello ppl! gomen gomen... didnt update for quite some time le. coz i very lazy mah. today rocks lah, been quite some time i went out with my bro. this morning went to apply or travel insurance so ask my brother to bring home loh, coz i have school. thn what really made me uncomfortable is the way the person service me. he is indian and he kept shaking his legs, from the time i saw him till the end. it was super irritating, and the way he speaks is very monotonous also. wah, i really buay tah han sia.
my bro and i went to eat long john and thn he started to crap again. he really got alot of nonsense to talk sia. thn while walking on the road, i saw this guy with the shirt FCUK. thn i reallise on some occassions i actually spelt it this way sia. bastard FCUK. it's like

bastard 1: Spell f**k...
bastard me: fcuk...
bastard 2: dumbtard!

wah... recording went well, the blood ppl really liked my song. i'm so glad! going to church soon... tata!

3rd day

2006-04-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

wah... life has been alittle busy for me. i cannot finish my zpt by this week man. i've got so much to learn! OMG! this is so cool! kinda funny though, for the pass 3 days, i managed to catch the same bus with emily. but i'm so preoccupied. haha. evil me. ever since i started with my lecture notes on the bus, i cannot stop reading and taking down notes. i must get a GPA 4 this sem man! i wanna make mama poud of his own son. but i guess is not wat i want. so...
Dear Lord, thank You for Your and wisdom for only You can provide the love between all men. i, as Your humble servant, pray that may Your will be done within school and i ask for Your glory to be shown in my studies. Bless You, O Lord Almighty. In Jesus name, Amen...
ok, done. lol.
wah, this life rocks, and i'm looking forward for the later part of it.

frisbee...

2006-04-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

woohoo... today's friendly with Grace Methodist Church pips is superb man! even though it's a friendly, both sides played competitively. wah... i got quite a number of minor cuts, and of course, a small little bruise cost by a dive point! WOO HOO!!! DIVE POINT! it was kinda darn cool loh. GMC pips also dive alot. lol. woo hoo, very balanced, just wanna play with thm again when there are other opportunities.

lolipop

2006-04-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

i dont know wat to put as the title for this entry. the lolipop thingy is just random. oh well, went back to sch today and bought books and did rehearsal for tml's rehearsal. dx came in and became the new freshie player. and one bad thingy happened, i lost my birthday gift, my wattie bottie. it sucks man, now, without wattie bottie, how can i survive in a harsh terrain like ngee ann poly? nvm, i'll just get a new wattie bottie. wah, damn sian sia. i've got a feeling i dun feel like talking to people again, i just dun wanna talk to certain people, i dunno y, but this happens quite often. sometimes, you really feel that the people around you are somewhat either too good or too bad for you, and most of the time, too bad. in the sense that, not in grades or anything, you just dun feel connected. and when you do that, pride sets in. i'm thankful to God that i'm able to accept encouragement and praises, but i'm still quite disappointed about the fact that i look down on certain people and disliking people to look down on me. i dislike my personal self-centeredness. and in this case, i envy yubin, coz he's a pro in anti-self-centeredness. he's a good along dude and has a complex mindset (i dun mean his nick, coz it just sounds complex but it actually sounds stupid to dx and i). vic is another body to represent anti-self-centeredness. i do admit that he is being hated by most, but he is a friend friend guy. although he is kinda flirty lah, but he is friend friend. he is the HEINEKEN! he is the BEER THAT MAKES FRIENDS. well, not every one has heineken in their blood, but some of us has too much guiness. watch the advert and know wat i mean. haha...

good and bad things happened in chalet

2006-04-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

i've got nothing much to post. just ended the chalet today and kinda tired now.

Bad things that happened: aches just below the groin area because of the bike seat, scratch mark on both calves each due to the tire marks which will be caused when you're a pinon rider, no time for jacuzzi, food leftovers, broke after the chalet and the spiritual person which pulled my blanket to cover me when i switched room with emily coz she said that it is too creepy with the lights on unknowingly (i dunno whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, i put it as a bad thing coz it's eerie).

Good things that happened: alot of alcohol, alot of ice-breaking games, alot of bbq food, alot of dory fish, alot of fun, alot of cycling, meeting with nicol, hitsugaya and sado, sleeping in a queensize bed alone and invading emily's sleeping privacy coz my toilet's in her room.

one more thing that i want to add

alcohol drank and spent from 7pm - 2pm:
1/2 absolute vodka, approx 375 ml, $39.50 (i thought i would go crazy with this but i didn't. everyone is still save. 0 rape reports, 0 proposals, 0 injuries caused by edmund)
2 tall size stella artois, $11.90 (this beer is a classic)
1/3 bottle ABC stout, approx 213 ml, $2 (kinda taste like beer, dun really have any crazy effect on me)
2/3 bottle of heineken, approx 426 ml, $5.95 (lighter brewed then tiger, nice)

so tired, i love my clothe that is going to be made into a haori.
congrats to kim, for making into mass comm. God rocks.

blind ppl

2006-04-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

a bunch of blind people as miss singapore universe judges. they suck. ever since after jamie teo got the title, the judge panel is made up of either blind people or perverts.
oh well, jade, nice try, the judges just suck, you own the stage...

JADE SEAH OWNS!!!

2006-04-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

SEE THAT PICTURE!!!??? SHE TAKES THE STAGE MAN! even though i like her with the long hair but she is just... i dunno wat to say!? LOST OF WORDS... but she got only like 8.39 or sumthing like that, losing to the carol, 8.89, just because carol have giant breasts... she got my support! the stage is your's girl!

sadness

2006-04-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

"haha, i can't really remember about it. i love her."
i havent been able to chern out a script. coz there are too many touchy scenes that i can think of but to pen it down is a different situation. i feel that there is a sence of not being real. hmm.

i had dreams in the past 2 nights. the dreams make me sad. i dunno y, coz it just makes me sad. i dreamt about the girl i like very much in sch. thn after that we were kinda happy together, but in reality, i didnt even wanna call her up to give her the birthday present i have made. i was kinda demoralised whn i didnt receive any reply msges from her after i msged her. i came up with excuses like, "she may me out of town" or something like that. i during the last sem, i felt that i'm kind of being used. coz i'm like the one that only help people out but dont seek help on my own. and anything she needs, i'll provide, but whn i need anything i wont ask. i'm kinda sad now though. hmm.

keming is done!

2006-03-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

phew! afther the whole 3 days of killing, the work is finally done! i kinda miss the girl in the OP shirt and billabong slacks. but will, heck lah. exam results are out and it's kinda funny, alot of ppl in the class are getting a "b" average in gpa. sounds sucky rite? lol. been working for the pass 3 days and kinda like my job. people speaking of "ugly singaporeans" and "kiasu attitude". it's all in a singaporean. i'm kinda dun make any sense now but after working in the "service" department, helping the consumer to measure their sizes, i realise that kiasuness in parents in not just snatching the samples. most of them even queued, and when the queue passes by the sampling station, they demand for the sample. i was quite pissed at them, but i mean, if i have a wife like that, i'm actually quite happy about it. haha. servicing is very fun, soon hao and i kinda wanna give our best to all the customers. it kinda hurt whn i fail to help a customer, especially whn the sample is missing and came back only after 10 mins. i personally dun pay alot of attention on service, i'll happy whn there is great service, but i would not get angry easily over poor services. coz i do know that there is a certain limit. BUT i do want to empasise that if we singaporeans are to break into the market and a higher living standard, SERVICE is the key. look at the japanese, they are the senseis of service. haha.

ps: happy birthday, edwin "fat brother" tan

overeating

2006-03-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

today cannot dont blog. haha. i'm currently working in rjc now as a uniform seller. a humbling experience. i realise something, rjc ppl walk on the cement pavements, and ppl like me, poor and always look down, lets them walk on the cement pavements. i always get grassed when the group takes up the whole pavement and not giving up any space for the opposite direction to proceed on the cement. not that i despise them or trying to bring their reputation flat, and of course, NOT ALL RJC PPL ARE LIKE THIS, i was just thinking, if this little act proves what our future leaders' attitude is, then i think this is will be the factor that might cause the downfall of Singapore. middle class workforce supports the higher class workforce, and when the middle class workforce is being look down upon and got screened out of the picture, the economy will breakdown. it's like a boss with a fully automated factory and no maintainence crew, the boss is loaded with the technology but missed the picture of having lower working class personels to move the assets into profits.

forget about this. today darn good, lots of sales, lots of movements, little of boredom. and got my stuff from NTUC thn went to sch for a camp briefing. on the bus, there were only afew ppl on board, and there was an old lady 2 seats infront of me. it's just another boring trip to sch and there is not materials to read, so i got out my FOC gardinia bun to eat. i finished my bun and thn looked around and daydream. after that i kinda made eye contact with the old lady and she told me something, :ni yao mian bao mah? (you want a bread?)" i was like "huh?" i declined coz i'm quite full and thn she reached into her bag and pulled out a breadtalk chillifloss bread and reached out towards me "na la na la.... (take take)". or coz i cannot decline liao mah, not that i was tempted, it's because she searched for the bread in the bag for quite sometime, so i paiseh to decline thn take. of coz, if you're a singaporean, most probably you will think that the old lady is very good, but i dunno y this thought came to me "the bread is expired or poisoned". but i kinda dropped this thought and thanked her. she's so kind, if we can be like her, singapore will be more beautiful.

love story

2006-02-28T04:04:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!
the exams are over and there goes my year one of poly. it's time to job hunt. before i come into the topic of the love story, i would like to tell you how i got it. it was a sunday afternoon after church where i abandoned all the ppl from church after service and emily kinda got a headache so she "rejected" me. i was on the mrt and decided to plug out my AEL text to pre-read it, so that it will give me a rough idea of what to study later. while reading, my mind starts to drift off from the text and in the end, i was staring at the mrt window. all of a sudden, i got this inspiration of a love story, kinda wanna jot it down and film it and if possible, PROJECT PILOT! the story goes like this, briefly, coz it's not a compo.

it starts off with a dream of this guy, Heineken. He had a dream of having a girl beside him. well, typically, he love the woman, the woman loves him. thn while they were together in this garden, the girl just suddenly left him alone and the guy kind of lack of the ability to give chase. thn he woke up. this Heineken dude stays in a normal HDB, and he had an accident on the head, most probably a knock, which caused him to lose his memories that is from 15 years of age to 17 years. he has this tenant at home, her name is Stella....

i'll continue in the next entry. too tired. nite.

exams!!!

2006-02-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

exams are coming! dun frown!

hmm. i've still left with like 10 chpters of ael and eg2 to study and apparently, this semester hasnt bring me any good results yet. moreover, i've not been good in my walk with God. i'm just pure lazy to have my qt. qt is more like a meal to have daily, but i'm just lazy to "consume" it. if you're saying, "then your normal meals leh?" yup, i'm lazy to eat my meals to a certain extend. if you're comparing lazy to slack, i'm not sure wat is the real difference though. but i thought that lazy is not equal to slack. lazy is more like you have a responsibility over a matter that is needed to be completed but you don't want to do with the excuse that it is to difficult or with the feeling of not wanting to do for no reason. slacking is more like doing nothing, in physics terms, no work done, then denying your responsibilities. so in the end, i'm not a slacker, but i'm a lazy bum.

one cool thing that i found out. if you have been watching kid's central, you would definately know this dude whose name is Einstein Christiensen (not too sure whether i spelt it correctly though). i saw him after the weekly practise with bro jun at tbl and went into the loo on the sixth floor and there he was, in the loo (loo, not cubicle). then i was quite taken aback, i was like, "the botak!". but i didnt talk to him. he left the loo first so i lost my chance making a flint gesture. i walked out of the loo and directed my attention to the elevator. there he was, out from an office far towards the corner and this time i went, "Einstein Christiensen?" "Yeah" "I like your shows!" "Oh, Thanks. Thats my office." thn he went into the loo again. so 25-30 metres away from the church office is Einstein's office, cool. even though i'm not a idol fanatic but i thought that this guy, his quite a genius in his pieces. i'm not too sure about whether he does abstracts, but his works over the kids shows are brillant.

oh well, sch's over noe, exams are coming up. i'm going to pia! chaos!

practice

2006-02-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

didnt really practise with the guit nowadays and my dynamics is completely screwed. went for lessons in the morning and then went for a test in the afternoon. and lunch was the usual, xiyue and i. i'm actually quite contented with my lunchmates. it's small and everyone kinda get your attention. truthfully, i'm an attention seeker to a certain extend. coz i dont like to talk when people doesnt want to listen to you. i mean attention seeker in the sense that seeking attention while you portray, not like going around and do stupid things to get attention. oh yeah, look to your right, thn look at the friends section, look at the link "dave-dota sia". seriously speaking, compared to xiaxue.blogspot.com, THATS 100 TIMES BETTER! dave is super funny in his blog lah. haha. God has really blessed him man. and read his entries, they are 100 TIMES MORE HUMOUROUS THEN xiaxue.blogspot.com. gogogo. read it now! hahaha.

went to church this evening and met up with bro jun for a training session, kinda cool though, got assignment somemore. but, i believe God is calling me to step up. He is using me to reach out. i believe in Him. YEAH! i know it sounds stupid, but heck, with God, my skills are going to improve and with skills, i'm going to bless Him back. i dunno how though, it's His will. May Your will be done, Dad!

ed

2006-02-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

lol. alittle bored. i'll introduce myself. My name is edmund, i am 17 and i am fat. i love to eat rice, especially onigiri. i can cook alittle, still trying to figure out how to make an onigiri. i love to sleep also. i can sleep for 12 hours for no reason, but i seldom oversleep, unless i'm chionging work till like left 3 hours to sleep and the meeting after waking up is not that important. tadah! me. lol

NP open hse

2006-02-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

met up with kimberly today in sch to bring her around, and it's really around the whole sch compound from atrium to canteen 4 thn back. yu bin tagged along too. kim didnt change much ever since the last time i saw her, it was like donkey months back. thn coincidently, met kent and his cousins. then after that binny, kim and i set off to the convention. alot of secondary sch ppl, still naive and jumpy. i don't really get why should secondary school students come into the open house. it should be like for those who are rotting during the after O's holidays. kill man. crowed the whole bus. i went off balance twice. once standing, and the other sitting. sitting also can go off balance one. chio rite? yu bin touched bird pupu today. lol. funny man. he was like talking and then he stopped and went, "Oh shit/fuck". i forgot which word, but i think is either one of them. then kim said that it was good like. she got it 3 times. but is more like atomic bombing i think, not like binny brushing over it. once on the shoulder, once on the hand and once, i think this is the worst good luck charm landing area, the cheek. so much about lucky charm. well, i don't believe in lucky charms, and neither do i believe a bird crap landing on any part of my body produces luckiness. haha. jap test tml. time to study...

moshi moshi...

2006-01-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

haha... forgot to add about the thing that i found out and it is the most outstanding in the malaysia trip. if you happen to be in NS highway and wanting to return the nature's calling, for the guys only, visit the toilet in Machap resting area on theside facing down to Johore. i mean there is nothing much about the toilet, it's not like the one in Great World there you got like egyptians staring at you while you are peeing and leting you think that there might be a hidden camera for getting into the next Gotcha series where a little boy starts to run into the scene and look into your urinal compartment. NO! nothing perverted and nothing special about the toliet. it's just a malaysian toilet with some liquid body dispose around the disposal area and some unflushed bowls by a couple of idiots. if you actually been into the toilet, you actually realise that the urinal is SUPRISINGLY TALL!!! it's like the bottom of the urinal, the area there it is jagged out so that just in case water is dripping perpenticularly so that the water will not dirty the floor, i'm refering to the jagged out area bottom surface, which is the bottom of the urinal, not the cavity for you to pee into it, is just about 5 centimetres away from my groin. i mean, for a 170+ cm point of view, it must be Shaq's unrinal. i looked around, there was no kid's unrinal. O.O ok. so are you thinking about the opposite? a very LOW urinal that is actually about 5 centimetres below my waistline. well, THERE IS!!! if you are going down the highway towards tuas checkpoint and before you pay your malaysian checkpoint toll, drivers will pay a visit to either esso or petronas. the last stop for a driver to get relief from high gas taxes from singapore. ok. the toilet is at petronas. it's freaking low. haha. you should go there and check it out someday. it's kinda funny.

went out and do project with ting feng today and ended up playing motherload. haha. thn family dinner in bedok. a restruant that is super crowded. and after that, home. haha. nothing much today though. 1 more ang bao. haha.

big tree

2006-01-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

just came back from my malaysia trip today and kinda tired now. didnt collect alot of ang bao, but i think it's enuff to last me for a week. lol. ever gone through the woodlands causeway? seen this sign on the big ad board called "Big Tree". well, it has been there ever seens i 1st stepped into malaysia, from what i can remember. i thought it was the name of the pole that holds the ad board or something like that. i mean, maybe the malaysian toll is giving alittle humour by naming something that is out of what we can imagine from a very serious building? i dunno. it's like, "Good morning, Mr President." "Morning Abdul." "This advertisment pole has been there for 30 years and it is still supporting our major advertisments that is providing information to the people that is crossing over the causeway. why not we name it as a symbolic item to the causeway checkpoint?" "Good idea, Abdul. So, any suggestions?" "Well, i've always wanted it to be called 'Big Tree'." "hmm. not a bad idea, we'll call it 'Big Tree'." so ever since then, the green aluminium plate with the initials 'Big Tree' in white, is stuck at the very spot under the advertisments. seriously speaking, will you even name a pole that holds advertisments? haha. but my thought of 'Big Tree' has been ceased today. i was in my dad's car and we past by an advertisment board along the NS Highway. and there, just below the board, the similar, not exactly, but similar, piece of aluminium is there, except there were more words on the aluminium plate. "Big Tree, www.bigtreeoutdoor.com" i mean if you think it's the government or some officials that place that "Big Tree" plate on the advertisment, he/she must be a freak on doing a site for it too. haha. i came to realise that it is an large print advertisment company. oh well, guessing is over. :(

happy chinese new year!

2006-01-28T08:42:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm saying this like hours before the cny starts into the 15 day period. quite shitty thought, having a cny when my exams are just around the corner.

oh well. punchline of the week is by russel peters, and further manipulated by nicholus, "YooooouuuuR MaaaaaThheeeeeee so fat, dat whan she jumps for joi, she get stuck. thank you thank you." the whole of it is in hongkong accent. lol. i sent nic the your mother part and he shouted "BO LIAO ARH!" in from the back of the class (I was in the front row), it was not an angry one but rather he shouted like with the thought of, "WTF sia, nice chance to scold ed!" lololol.

oh man, got so many things to do and so little time, compro project stage 2 is done, so it's time to revise eg2 and ael. and coz of cny, the week is cut short by 2 days, and that's not a good thing, i'm going to malaysia for 2 days which left one day to study and moreover, need to do the comtoolkit presentation. and still got my jap testo the coming friday!!!. sounds alot to do huh? but oh well, not really much lah, God is here and always here, so i can achieve with the help of God as long as the achievement is according to His will. Holy sia.

one trick that i found when you're in school and you got alot of work to do but you have a lack of time, you ask your friend's to do it for you. lol. share your burden. i know it sounds bad, but you know, you need to apply it. lol. application is not on personal work, it's on team work. coz the project datelines are coming up and those asses like me dont like teamwork. the only people that we favour are people that is above our standards or at least at our standards. if not, you're a burden. even if our teammate is a pretty, sexy, firm breasted (i mean seriously, some males only see the chest. i dont mean me, i'm just listing the things that is able to trigger and erect the LUST of men. haha. don't think naughty!), well developed butt and legs, shaved under arms (very important nowadays, for the ladies. if you're doing weightlifting, for the guys, you needa shave too.), cute and much more that you can think of, it just does not appeal to us to work with them. wait, i need to make a note here, emily, you just needa do up the report, it better be a good one with the point of view of a house wife.

i still remember how xiyue and i get really irritated when only 2 of us do up an A grade project and in the end we got a B+ because of our minor assessments. and the worst thing is that the other 3 teammates are not doing anything, and one even critisized the project we make, and they got B and the girl got A.

i'm glad that God is working within my mist, he picked a good team this semester for IAC, even thought some of that slack in their work, they don't do it more then 10% of the CATS teammates does. but after going through this IAC project, i still think that i'm over working myself. i'm like leading the team subconciously, coz no one is appointed as team leader and the leader work is just done by me, like compiling and editing of slides and report. speaking of the report, it was hell. i managed to do up and added more words till it hits 1428 words in the word count. a huge thank you to all my teammates, tf, des, gj and ken. we managed to pull it through with smiles.
a tip for you people that is under stress, it always happen in school. as i've always emphasize on, Stay Happy. it's funny to stay happy even thought you've alot of work to do, but staying happy will just give you the sensation that actually lightens your mind instead of thinking that you've got so much to do and you are stressed out. i do know alot of people of my age, the teenagers, like the feeling of stress and depression. why? coz they can use this excuse to call up the girl and talk to her. i'm grown through that stage already. lol. been there, done that. so when you tell me you're depressed, i'll tell you to stay happy. i can't be like, "Oh, ok, you're depressed, i know you are really depressed." i mean i cant. the only people that i can see that they are depressed are my close friends. and still i cannot gurrantee that they are really depressed. haha. i'm too hard on the head shell. psychology is too not into a person that is irresponsible. aobut depression, i think the worst case scenerio is the pressure cooker kind. the one that doesn't show, stores and accumulates until the cooker cracks and the person falls hard on the ground. very dangerous. haha. stress is also similar in this case. if you tell a person to hand in a 150 page research report on Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia with full details by the next day 8 am which gives him a complete 24 hours to do. well, if he does that, he's crazy and most probably he is under some kind of stress.

lol. ok, gtg, breakfast, happy new year.

projects

2006-01-25T15:54:00.000+08:00

right now, 2 projects down, one more to do. do the stage two thingy. jap test is next week and i've got 4 weeks of homeowrk to finish by this friday. i'm going to be fried man. wah. emily, if you are reading this blog, pls tag something and gib me a call to put in a time for doing the project, it is due this week. i noe you're a busy woman. lol. it's damn funny. she was talking about her past in class today, as usual, i wasn't listening in class, ever since the completion of the projects, kinda suck up all my energy in class and motivating me to go and self study. the funny thing is she said, "I was very ugly. i got braces and funny fringe." i was going to say she got *beep*. but i thought, ok, keep it. then i pulled out a pick from 4 years ago and showed it to her. i think she over reacted. lol. super long photo as i can remember. the lamination is falling off and i still keep it in my wallet subconsciously. lol. thought of taking it out but oh well, it may be another junk for my mom to plant it into the bin. so keep in my wallet loh. if eze has that pic, he will go like, "NE NE NE.... emily... hehe haha hehe..." lol. and his friends will go like, "haha hehe haha hehe..." and then when they meet her, they will thought it is her sister. lol.
i've just done 2 wall papers with bleach comic pics. lol. love them sia.

both of them are for 1680 x 1050 pix. if you want them, ask me. i will give you a fifty cents cents discount for it. i lazy to resize, so i just put in the url.
http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a313/yuanjie/wall2.jpg
http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a313/yuanjie/wall.jpg

0.o

2006-01-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

something that i thought while showering...

Vader: Come to the dark side.
Luke: Okay.
Vader: Why? What are you thinking? You're suppose to say no.
Luke: I am your son.
Vader: I see. Lets go home.

it's lame. lol. but to think of it in the movie, it totally spoil the whole "coolness".

project is still alittle off from done, going to finish it in a bit. played frisbee in the afternoon and pathetically, there's only 5 attendees. need just one to play 3 on 3. nvm, it rained like chap after that and played pool with earnest. got trashed in 8 ball, 6 solid 0 stripe.the funny thing is, i won earnest 4 games (note: the game is like 8-4 or 10-4. i only won 4 games. i owe him heineken x6 pack), and 3 games is a very cheap win. how? the white ball went in and he lost. for 3 games. lol.

japanese

2006-01-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

O.O i still think my japanese teacher is very japanese. :(

a pain in the ass...

2006-01-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

look at the tagboard and you could see the initials "Dengkai". 3 words that suits him best, loser, dumb and arrogant. one thing that makes him him, starting a convosation with you that has 99% of his own words and the topic that is the least you want to hear for the day, right after you ended school and with him boasting about his whole experience in the thing. well, for example, MU online. what's so good about going into blood castle when you know that you are playing in a private server mob at 60% and exp at 9999 times. it's like leveling up every monster you kill. i mean if you go into global and you told me that you got like a 180 level character that is in a guild that is not an ass and you dont play hack, well, all i can say that you're quite a powerful player. but he is playing in a private server with all the freaking modifications in the game. and now he is trying to run over me and not knowing that i can kill him in one shot if i want to. one thing to add before i end my wrath grow up, edwin, you're secondary 2 now. ust shut your mouth and you will be fine. you suck.

drums...

2006-01-18T18:42:00.001+08:00

i set down on my bed and faced the computer. somethings telling me to open up my edmund_alias_zhuge_liang@hotmail.com inbox to check for the worship schedule and stuff. i opened it and saw... "Edmund will be playing drums for P & P to give him more exposure on it so one day he can be available for main service playing it." my mind went, "why am i playing drums for main service? isn't there darren to fill up nic's place?" oh well. if you're knowing me for the first time, i'm edmund tan, and i am 18 this year, not 18 yet. i'm a guy. and i play bass for church. and now they want me to drum in church. or is it a typo? tomorrow is the day man. practice for young adult combine cell meeting as a drummer. hmm. hope it will be fun.
a stupid convo with dawn...

10:15:20 PM] little kid..: hello yuffiw
[10:15:24 PM] little kid..: yuffie*
[10:16:08 PM] lalalalala: lol
[10:16:15 PM] lalalalala: hi edo sushi
[10:16:23 PM] little kid..: lololol
[10:16:30 PM] little kid..: dun eat me
[10:16:32 PM] little kid..: lololol
[10:16:51 PM] lalalalala: hahha
[10:17:10 PM] lalalalala: i lyk scallop sushi...
[10:17:15 PM] lalalalala: hotate i think
[10:17:17 PM] lalalalala: hahha
[10:17:38 PM] little kid..: i love tamego
[10:17:42 PM] little kid..: tomego*
[10:17:47 PM] little kid..: i forgot how to say
[10:17:48 PM] little kid..: shit
[10:17:53 PM] lalalalala: hah?
[10:18:04 PM] little kid..: sweet egg
[10:18:04 PM] lalalalala: tamego is *shit?
[10:18:07 PM] little kid..: nonono
[10:18:11 PM] little kid..: sweet egg
[10:18:15 PM] lalalalala: orhhh
[10:18:20 PM] lalalalala: tt 1 ah
[10:18:24 PM] little kid..: yeah
[10:18:29 PM] lalalalala: onli tt 1?
[10:18:41 PM] little kid..: i basically love the rice
[10:18:48 PM] little kid..: and this one called onigiri
[10:18:50 PM] lalalalala: yea
[10:18:51 PM] little kid..: best!
[10:19:00 PM] lalalalala: no wonder u r edo sushi
[10:19:19 PM] little kid..: ever since whn you started that name?
[10:19:22 PM] little kid..: today?
[10:19:27 PM] little kid..: some random thought?
[10:19:30 PM] lalalalala: yea
[10:19:44 PM] lalalalala: jus tot of it few sec ago
[10:19:51 PM] lalalalala: lol
[10:20:01 PM] lalalalala: edoedoedo
[10:20:05 PM] lalalalala: *censored my edmund (private and confidential)*
[10:20:16 PM] * little kid... blog updated! yuanjie25.blogspot.com... 16/1 has changed his/her personal message to "hi yuffie" "hi edo sushi" "i love the scallop one" "i love the sweet egg"
[10:20:21 PM] little kid..: -.-
[10:20:34 PM] little kid..: dawno
[10:20:41 PM] little kid..: shit
[10:20:47 PM] little kid..: i forgot the name
[10:20:51 PM] lalalalala: gg[10:20:54 PM] lalalalala: gd
[10:20:55 PM] little kid..: wth
[10:21:01 PM] lalalalala: wahahhahaa
[10:21:04 PM] lalalalala: lalalalala
[10:21:06 PM] little kid..: ohohoh
[10:21:06 PM] lalalalala: stm
[10:21:10 PM] little kid..: *censored by edmund*
[10:21:19 PM] little kid..: i'm bad at names
[10:21:22 PM] lalalalala: llaalallaal
[10:21:23 PM] lalalalala: stm
[10:21:29 PM] little kid..: nvm
[10:21:38 PM] little kid..: dawn will be in my brain for quite sometime
[10:21:53 PM] little kid..: "who's that shorty?" "dawn"
[10:22:10 PM] lalalalala: u loh
[10:22:17 PM] little kid..: "been quite awhile, ed" "yeah, 50 years"
[10:22:32 PM] lalalalala: stop tokin to urself
[10:22:37 PM] lalalalala: lol
[10:22:37 PM] little kid..: "and you still remember my name" "yeah, coz you look cute"
[10:22:52 PM] little kid..: "really?!" "well used to"
[10:22:56 PM] lalalalala: question mark
[10:23:28 PM] lalalalala: kays...wateva
[10:23:37 PM] little kid..: *slaps ed on his shoulder* "you edo sushi"
[10:23:41 PM] little kid..: lol
[10:23:49 PM] lalalalala: lol
[10:23:53 PM] lalalalala: lamer
[10:24:02 PM] lalalalala: *ouch my leg hurts*
[10:24:09 PM] lalalalala: *cant walk
[10:24:13 PM] lalalalala: lol
[10:24:16 PM] little kid..: something fishy
[10:24:35 PM] lalalalala: u guess hw old is this gal?
[10:24:37 PM] lalalalala: --->
[10:24:37 PM] little kid..: you ask some guy for a leg massage rite?
[10:24:42 PM] little kid..: 14
[10:24:48 PM] lalalalala: wrong
[10:24:50 PM] little kid..: 15
[10:24:54 PM] lalalalala: nah
[10:24:56 PM] little kid..: 16
[10:24:58 PM] lalalalala: nope
[10:25:02 PM] little kid..: 17
[10:25:07 PM] lalalalala: incorrect
[10:25:08 PM] little kid..: 18
[10:25:15 PM] lalalalala: nt rite
[10:25:17 PM] little kid..: 19
[10:25:22 PM] lalalalala: 21 la
[10:25:24 PM] little kid..: lol
[10:25:33 PM] little kid..: eh so?
[10:25:44 PM] little kid..: not my type
[10:25:45 PM] lalalalala: i shock la when i saw her age
[10:26:04 PM] lalalalala: aiyah i nv ask mah
[10:26:08 PM] lalalalala: lool
[10:26:14 PM] little kid..: oh well
[10:26:16 PM] lalalalala: u lyk emily tt kind
[10:26:21 PM] lalalalala: ?
[10:26:24 PM] little kid..: oh
[10:26:24 PM] lalalalala: wahahha
[10:26:27 PM] little kid..: it's a question
[10:26:28 PM] little kid..: lol
[10:26:41 PM] little kid..: i thought you concluded that ed like type emily
[10:26:44 PM] lalalalala: ok nt really.....i think u do
[10:26:53 PM] little kid..: ok
[10:26:56 PM] little kid..: i'll tell emily
[10:27:01 PM] little kid..: i'll propose to her tml
[10:27:11 PM] lalalalala: wah lao she noe i kinddin 1 lor
[10:27:21 PM] lalalalala: *kiddin
[10:27:47 PM] lalalalala: i think she'll ignore u or say u lamer
[10:27:49 PM] lalalalala: lol[10:27:55 PM] lalalalala: hahha
[10:27:56 PM] little kid..: i dunno

the other's are mostly confidential stuff. oh well. i thought this part is really funny. so i posted it up.
to dawn... tell me asap if you dun want it to me up.
to emily... dawn's jealous of you. haha. it's just all in a days joke. dun get ticked off.
to everyone... it's just for laugh, nothing serious though.
and to all those who's thinking rot... i'm too occupied to have a relationship. NUS is too outstanding in my goal.

humans

2006-01-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

hello people. i know it has been an awful long time ever since i've done up this blog. well, finished call of duty 2. awsome game and looks realistic too, compared to battlefield 2 and, of course, counter strike. but this think that struck me in this game is that it remains me on how meer a human life is. numerous bullets crossed each other and killing tons of flesh. it's alittle sad that i'm quite addicted to the game because of the shooting and stuff, but it kindof lit a spark of empathy on those who died in ww2. an equation about the ending clip. 5 soldiers on a recon mission. to rescue a big shot from the krauts. human = human, rite?? mathematically. in the end, big shot survives and the recon squad died. they sacrificed themselves for the big shot and they were killed by jerries. kinda sad though. didnt see any killing in singapore before, i hope it will stay this way.

oh well, been really tired these few days, not really happening thought. church is starting to become a liability to me. i'm not burnt out, but i just got a nudge that i'm not into this crowd. i still love God, but i'm not listening to Him, cause i'm still quite lost in church. haha. still thinking who's my friend and stuff. i'm sure i'm going to leave this church one day. just waiting for that day to arrive.

school's starting to heat up. one more week to presentation and my group's still in a pile of shit. God from above, send us divine wisdom. i'm starting to get all hyped up about it.

love's antidote.

2005-11-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

isashiburi, minasan. hmm. i guess i try to do blogging once every month or so. well. i've been thinking of something lately, why has teenage kiddos like me ever paying immense attention to having relationship? hmm. maybe it is just some opposite sex instincts that is implanted into a guy or something similar, or it may be God's will. i am a clean bean for like 17 yrs and still am a lean bean. i'm quite anxious about it, cause i got not 1st time. lol. cleany beany. lol. but i still think studies should come first. cause after being in poly for 1 sem, i still think that it is fenced up, not as bad as a cage like secondary sch. well. need to excel and go into NUS!!! NUS NUS NUS! nothing is going to stop me because God is with me and for me. AMEN!!!!

i managed to make a proper basic structure of carbonara, a type of pasta. now it is the time to perfect the recipe. hmm. but the thing is i haven gotta taste a plate of proper carbonara. waiting and still waiting.

School's week one

2005-11-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

isashiburijane, mina.
been into 1st week second semester of year 1. 1st thing you wanna know is how your lecturers and tutors look like. man... math lecturer is a complete nutcase. giving a lecture like talking to himself. teaching using his own transparencies that are not related to our properly issued notes. bah~ so difficult to absorb. it's like coating a piece of metal, rather than soaking a sponge into water. yubin told me that the jap lessons are going to be much tougher. HIRIGANA CHART! need to memorise. i threw it back to yoko sensei. everything except for some nice words like mitekudasai. yeah. 1st week, really sucked like hell. Thank God for the 2 days of holidays. i cant wait to go and eat with boss again. i think up next will either be mudpie or pasta mania carbonara. and i got the wrong ingredients for it. i went to buy mozzi instead of parmi. darn it. but mozzi can be of good use giving the pasta, the stretching property. y got no mee goreng with mozzi? it will taste good i think. but cheese prata <>

bored...

2005-10-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

i hope i can put up a tag board soon. this sucks man... lol, i think no one is reading my blog. wah~ wth~

life's bordom is reclaiming it's throne upon me

2005-10-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

wah... what can you do on a freaking monday after work? wah... restock on you lunch supplies and? watch tv? bah~ boring! i didnt really expect this monday to be like that after being quite upset about not being informed of having frisbee yesterday. went to shop with eze yesterday. he obsessed shopper. lol. within less than an hour, more thn 150 bucks is gone into shirts and pants and a pair of $33 dollars shoe. all i bought? only 2 stuff. a belt and planet waves cables. being with eze is quite fun and funny. he got tempted really easily. i was tempted to buy a pair of emericas, not fanciful, but it looks nicely done, plain and sweet. thn eze went, "BUY IT!!! IT'S CHEAP!!!" but i didnt, mickey mouse shirt comes 1st (not for me lah, duh~). thn after that, hit starbucks, RUMBA~~~ one of the best ice blended. but..... Black forest > all ice blendeds = fact!... haha. really bored. cant really talk to anyone on msn, coz i got no talent in letting the chatting going. i used to chat on the phone alot, but not now, i thought that i am lazier... lol. but well, used to be a crazy talker, but now i'm lazy to talk. one day, i called up emily to ask her 1 think, (kian's hp i guess), she carried the convo and it went like 40 mins. emily, crazy talker. emily > edmund in talking. i'm pwned. my goal is to become a quiet man, married to a nice nice wife and have 2 kids. the 2 kids must love mommy and daddy. but i cant, not now, i get too hyper whn i get too much slp, which is like 5 hours~ tried it out on sunday, i was seeking attention during lunch. sunday before last i didnt sleep well, hit home at 7 am slept for 2 and 1/2 hours, i was like a zombie during lunch and in church. thats me i think. bored, i guess i wont get a nice nice wife liao.
bah~ bought suzuka 6 and 7, honoka broke up with yamato. i think it's honoka's fault, she's just being jealous, coz asahina was going out casually with yamato. i think asahina likes yamato, i cant wait to read the nice book. if all of you dunno wat is this comic, it's chinese name is "liang fong", cooling wind. one of the best and close to reality love story. quite diff to explain coz there are too many plots in between the main chracters. but it is really nice to read and it is really worth your 5 bucks (provided that you can read chinese.)
gtg, i need slp. bye

results... haiz...

2005-10-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

dang... results for the whole of semester one is out... hahaha. year one semester one, really kicks you up for more of poly. if you screwed it up, it will suck up for your whole poly life. well, thats for me. others got their results happily, hitting their targets and all, and they were like, "WHAT A F**KING HIGH GPA!!!" "3.82+!!!" "GAY!!!"... sigh, at least they hit their targets and all. but wat about me, i didnt get wat i wanted, but... I THANK GOD FOR MY RESULTS... as a real fact, they weren't that bad like gpa 2.0 or 2.5. they were actually above average. but wat suppresses me is the perfection of being on the results slip...

nvm about that. haha... got my results on 8.35 in the morning via sms. DANG! it woke me up. i thought i could just sleep through the morning till like 9+ or 10. i just couldnt sleep more. i slept at 1 in the morning, or rather trying to sleep at 1 in the morning, on the day of the arrival of the semestral results. i was so scared that i got lousy results. i prayed twice and convince myself to hit my target. hmm. after waking up and stuff, i went to school to pay for jap basic b module and then do print out binny's results and type it out in my phone and send it to sabah. by the way, binny is coming back this saturday, hope he have fun in malaysia and practice polygamy. haha.

wah... i went to work early today, by 1/2 hours. lots of work to do. curse the sleep in the morning man. so little, makes me sleepy when i work. i was quite angry today about the kids. Teacher Shermis was quite sad about her kids. lol. she was tellingme about them. when she walks into the class room, all the kids become ghost and keep quiet, when i go into the room, the kids start to talk. lol. she was like, mine is to the noise extreme, all the kids from my class got loud voices, not they want to speak really loud, but it is their natural voice, and they like to somment on my scoldings. her's the quiet extre,e, in her class, bo lang gong wey (no one talks). haha. thn got home and showed my mom the results. my dad saw quite serious about it, and he was like "so how many a's you got?" with no expression on his face. scary rite?

haha. after makaning at home, thn up on my computer again and chatting with my boss. long time no talk to her liao. haha. see this part of convo, damn funny.

little kid... says:
eddy's song very nice
little kid... says:
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
eddy is hu
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
ohh u
little kid... says:
me~
little kid... says:
lol
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
ha
little kid... says:
dun tell me you forgot my name
little kid... says:
i'll eat you up~
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
haha
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
wont
little kid... says:
i test you
little kid... says:
wat is my name?
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
edmund
little kid... says:
wat is my short name
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
eddy!
little kid... says:
WRONG!!!
little kid... says:
hehe
little kid... says:
got breakfast liao
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
c0rrect l0ts
little kid... says:
nope
little kid... says:
you didnt call me eddy b4
little kid... says:
so it is not my offical short name
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
bodyguard!!
little kid... says:
...
little kid... says:
that is my erwina name
little kid... says:
wah
little kid... says:
you dunno my short name
little kid... says:
where should i start?
little kid... says:
legs or hands?
little kid... says:
they say thighs are the best
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
lol
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
wad abt tigh
little kid... says:
can
little kid... says:
the quarts
little kid... says:
lots of meat
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
wth haha!
little kid... says:
lol
little kid... says:
i'll chop off and chunk away the hip portion
little kid... says:
i wan the ribs
little kid... says:
deep fry
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
OUCH!!!
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
do u mind!!!
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
loL
little kid... says:
limbs can feed it to my dogs
little kid... says:
hehehe~
little kid... says:
sadise~
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
my beautifuL hip
little kid... says:
lol
little kid... says:
it is dirty lah
little kid... says:
alot of fats in the butt area
little kid... says:
i will suffer more thn you
little kid... says:
haha
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
my beautiful butt
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
cannot hor
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
my butt is nice
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
little kid... says:
lol
little kid... says:
little kid... says:
wat herbs should i use?
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
herbs for
little kid... says:
i think i shall dip it into chedar
little kid... says:
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
wTH!!!!!
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
lol!!
little kid... says:
marinate your meat
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
EXCUSE ME
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
loL..
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
getting more disgusting
little kid... says:
the herbs will be a painful process
little kid... says:
2 ways
little kid... says:
you eat it in
little kid... says:
by not swallowing it
little kid... says:
or i have to go manual
little kid... says:
from the back
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
lol!!!
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
ii w0ld like to see the one from the backie
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
later ur butt rot
little kid... says:
not me
little kid... says:
is your
little kid... says:
your's
little kid... says:
haha
little kid... says:
but well
little kid... says:
or have you in peking style~
little kid... says:
little kid... says:
no need stuffing or wat
little kid... says:
but need a long process of removing and burning your body hair
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
ahh
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
my hair!
little kid... says:
botak~
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
u dare to touch me
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
ii'll kill u hah
little kid... says:
i
little kid... says:
lol
little kid... says:
i'll ask the chef to do it
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
very good
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
u good edmund! lOleds
little kid... says:
lol
little kid... says:
thk you
little kid... says:
but i'll do the herb stuffing
little kid... says:
i wanna hear you scream
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
wth
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
SAdist
little kid... says:
the butt seems disgusting and with little efx of pain
little kid... says:
i'll go into the mouth
little kid... says:
tighten up your gullet
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
STOP!
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
lol
little kid... says:
feel the warmth~
little kid... says:
lol
little kid... says:
haha
little kid... says:
little kid... says:
i'm getting over excited
little kid... says:
oops~
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
lol toopif
little kid... says:
lol
little kid... says:
oh
little kid... says:
wat is my short name
little kid... says:
!!!
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
i i
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
ed!
little kid... says:
LOL
little kid... says:
TING TONG TING TONG
little kid... says:
yup
little kid... says:
it is ed
its all abt you.. its all abt you.. its all abt you baby ((: says:
YAY!!

thats all folks...

happy people~

2005-09-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

haha, so love the ending song of bleah. man, i'm getting a little agitated about the tagboard. just wanting to dump in a dumb board needs so many hours. i need to re-adjust the sides and stuff to fit the board in. BUT HECK! i'm too lazy to do it man. Who will wanna tag on my tagboard anyway? just dump in some comments lah. haha. hmm... 12+, so sunday's yesterday. haha. i did some ninja techniques, Ninja Techinque: Hiding~... haha, i think you know i'm bullshitting. haha. i was hiding......................at home. lol. didnt wanna get up for churc, haha, not used to it. it is so bloody late loh. i've got 3 weeks in a month compulsory need to go to church, got duty mah. thn got one week of as a normal church attendee. but the thing is, IT IS SO LATE!!! church use to start at 9, need to wake up at 8. when there is a sound duty, wake up at 5.45am. kids and main worship, 7am. BUT NOW!!!! normal sunday, wake up at 9. haha. thn i sleep through the whole morning till 11+am. haha. but sian, i'm free the coming this sunday too. coz my kids duty has been changed to week 3, so should i just practice the technique, or training, or go to church... hmm... arh, heck. i'll think about it when the time comes. hmm... finally, it's monday. got work later in the afternoon, looking forward to see those kids again and refine my punishments and taking little steps to my teaching career.

haiz~i went through xiaxue's blog, and found it amusing. quite alot of content to read, and of course, i skipped all the girly ones. haha. read about this christopher dude who is darn weird lah. he is like darn loser loh, thn in the end dio suan. lol. or rather he's alittle buehiaobai and alot of hentai (pervert)~
hmm... ppl bugging me to play cs now... later~

childcare~

2005-09-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

minasai! ogenki desuka? (Everyone! How are you?)
haha... today is the 1st day of my 3rd job, child care teacher. woke up awfully early today, at 5 am and feel my legs are wobbling. the "earliness" of the morning is just so discouraging. 1st day of work and i have this stupid feeling of calling into the care center and say that i am not well for work today. but, i didnt. haha. the kids there are great, much "guai-er" then the fuchun side and they are really friendly. i got 3 stickers from the p2 girls, 1 tigger, 1 pool and 1 with spongebob and patrick. well, where to stick, nalgene loh. haha. yesterday got feli a present, thanks to emily, shawn and eze, feli's dream of getting a frisbee is made possible. emily was sulking about it, well, minasai, lets gather sum cash to get her one. who wanna be involved pls call me asap or else i will forget. btw, cliff there got quite alot of frisbee to clear, i may wanna get one for myself too, coz feli wrecked mine along her corridor. hmm... tml second day of work, i will be meeting new teachers coz i'm transferred to the afternoon session. will miss the p2s man, but i'm looking forward to educate the 3s to 5s. *star star* or, there is a funny thing about this childcare center, i'm the only male tempt under 18 teacher. haha. all the other teachers are really friendly, i guess. oh, one more thing, i'm called "teacher edmund". -_-" sounds funny... i would really prefer them calling me sumthing like kor kor or brother edmund. haha. will, teacher edmund or sensei edmund will be me for the time being i guess.

beer~

2005-09-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

hello readers... sorry to disappoint you ppl that have been waiting for me to post something on this blog, but well, i haven't got the time recap all the stuff that have been done in the day and post it up every single day into this blog. well. life has been quite slacky lately, i didnt really wanna go to church and didnt wanna talk to the ppl that are older than me, or rather much older. coz their intellect are too high and not because i wanna bring them down, but because their thinking is too deep. i'm more of those that wanna do things easyily, even though i wanna do simple projects that brings out their complex features. so i'm not really that comfortable talking to them especially about God. been lagged out these days. i felt that i'm running away from Him, and not wanting to acknowledge Him. due to the complexity of His Majesty and the thought of not wanting to have my QT. and of coz, one more thing, i realised that since last friday, i've been drinking quite alot of alcohol, and i actually gulpped down a bottle of 1 litre beer today. had a minor hangover in the late afternoon, haha. well, just realised that i've been slacking of my studies, needa study, edmund!!! hahaha, i love studying and was made mugger 2 (mugger 1 is charissa, she's a freak, study everyday. Just hope that her studying will get her to 2nd year. she's completely crazy, unlike shawn, hahahaha.). well, gotta slp, studying tml... tata~

Naruto

2005-08-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

nothing much to post thought... lol... dun even know who comes into this place to see. lol

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