Tuesday, April 18, 2006

lolipop

i dont know wat to put as the title for this entry. the lolipop thingy is just random. oh well, went back to sch today and bought books and did rehearsal for tml's rehearsal. dx came in and became the new freshie player. and one bad thingy happened, i lost my birthday gift, my wattie bottie. it sucks man, now, without wattie bottie, how can i survive in a harsh terrain like ngee ann poly? nvm, i'll just get a new wattie bottie. wah, damn sian sia. i've got a feeling i dun feel like talking to people again, i just dun wanna talk to certain people, i dunno y, but this happens quite often. sometimes, you really feel that the people around you are somewhat either too good or too bad for you, and most of the time, too bad. in the sense that, not in grades or anything, you just dun feel connected. and when you do that, pride sets in. i'm thankful to God that i'm able to accept encouragement and praises, but i'm still quite disappointed about the fact that i look down on certain people and disliking people to look down on me. i dislike my personal self-centeredness. and in this case, i envy yubin, coz he's a pro in anti-self-centeredness. he's a good along dude and has a complex mindset (i dun mean his nick, coz it just sounds complex but it actually sounds stupid to dx and i). vic is another body to represent anti-self-centeredness. i do admit that he is being hated by most, but he is a friend friend guy. although he is kinda flirty lah, but he is friend friend. he is the HEINEKEN! he is the BEER THAT MAKES FRIENDS. well, not every one has heineken in their blood, but some of us has too much guiness. watch the advert and know wat i mean. haha...

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