Saturday, April 08, 2006

sadness

"haha, i can't really remember about it. i love her."
i havent been able to chern out a script. coz there are too many touchy scenes that i can think of but to pen it down is a different situation. i feel that there is a sence of not being real. hmm.

i had dreams in the past 2 nights. the dreams make me sad. i dunno y, coz it just makes me sad. i dreamt about the girl i like very much in sch. thn after that we were kinda happy together, but in reality, i didnt even wanna call her up to give her the birthday present i have made. i was kinda demoralised whn i didnt receive any reply msges from her after i msged her. i came up with excuses like, "she may me out of town" or something like that. i during the last sem, i felt that i'm kind of being used. coz i'm like the one that only help people out but dont seek help on my own. and anything she needs, i'll provide, but whn i need anything i wont ask. i'm kinda sad now though. hmm.

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