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so glad to have time to blog again. haha. had frisbee with feli and emily on wed. it was really fun killing each other. haha. i think both of thm surely kena hurt by my throws. my tip of the thumb have not recovered yet leh. stupid monkey, throw the back hand so sui but didnt catch it properly thn kena my thumb. woah, now feli and emily all pro liao. emily throw forehand better thn me sia, wont wobble one, feli also pro sia, can hurt me and make me run over the brunches and retrive it. make me jealous only haha. really have a great time, although the time there is super short. and the great thing is emily got more patience. haha. coz she go mac 1st, thn feli and i go throw more, and thn throw like more thn 20 throws thn both of us proceed to the mac. arh... yesterday, morning go to darren hse and swim with teck wee along too. they like waited for me for more thn 1 hour sia. haha. they playing mafia, thn darren run the character to the bar. b4 he go into the bar, he died, just infront of the bar. suay sia. haha. thn later go makan and play cs. thn go tcke wee hse and play ps2, fun man. and thn go to sch to help out and fool ard. and late for purpose grp. haha. purpose grp was great yesterday, had alot of fun and i realised that i am more evil thn i thought i was. haha. phoebe was like "OMG!!!!" haha. ah, i have more to learn lah, i think my motive is still base on fun alone, need to get back to God.
rejection
kiss me goodbye and i'll take my try
to touch you feel you make you glad
and i don't think i can be with you
sadness
already have covered me
gladness
has made its leave
all of these are lies
and i can't make it happen
crazy
forget the new past
sorry
it is all i can say
to you because i
don't think i want to
kiss you goodbye and not take my try
to touch you feel you make you glad
cause i don't think i can be with you
morning
i have been feeding on instant noodles for the pass 2 weeks of mornings and today i am sick of it. i hate chicken flavour, there is no punch in the taste. tom yam is the best. arh. write a song. haha.
the love song of a nerd - lyricist: edmund
just go
don't wait for me
but don't
forget about me
it is the way that things should be
the things they start in this world
and i don't care what they think
just be with me always
habit
to want you always
kiss me
say thirteen goodbyes
there is so much sophistication
that doesn't bring any complexity
they are just the critics here
just be with me always
: )
arhhhhhhhhhh......... league is coming, but i cant go. lack of parental support, lack of finance and mostly lack of skill. i cant even throw a forehand properly. this is shit!!! need more practice! nvm. wait for 18, or i go an djoin next season of the frisbee league. haha. currently a lvl 2 player with lvl 1 fitness and experience. wah kao. surely dio suan in the field. well, went for the clinic last sunday. b4 that, feli salvaged my frisbee home. (not salvage lah, put in better terms, i it to lend her unknowingly.) hahaha... and the funniest thing is when charissa is behind me passing tasha a note in kfc, i ask her, " Why am i here?" o.0 ah... Charissa, thks for the note and the look whn i screw up on stage. ohohoh.... forgot to say... i made it to the main service!!!! God bless main service and worship team "okilala"! "very honish" - shawn lim. hahaha. oh. frisbee clinic was good. emily, leon yl, danielle and tasha tried it and they are crazy over it!!! i hope feli and gang also crazy over it after throwing my frisbee down from the 7th floor. well... frisbee craziness must continue and develop. whoo hoo.... looking forward to the pick ups, maybe our church can organise pickups on sunday in NUS field. need to thk alot of ppl. Thk SHIOK for the clinic, cliff for bringing us to the clinic and ice mountain, lance for stacking advice and everyone that spark the fire of frisbee in me. Thk God for frisbee...
ok... serious talk now, dx got my bass. intricate modulus is coming alive. and i can smell it. God, provide the revelation of this group of 3 punksters with different views in life and different attitude. Dexian - bassist and vocals - so cali punkster, fucktard, ass, emo and friendly. Nicholus - drummer - lil' punkish, drumming "commentator", music appreciationist and friendly. Edmund - guitarist, drummer, bassist and vocals (WTFH) j/k.... just guitars and vocals - dickish, retard poser , gothic, sadistic and friendly.... brief summary of the band, Intricate Modulus. we are friendly people. hahaha. dun believe ask petrina loh.
there is a growing number of punksters dress alike in singapore. and most of them wear the same nike sneakers. man, is there any difference in this environment? i fancy humble punksters like Blink 182. plain tee, 3/4s, a bling (occastionally), converse, macbeth, dcshoes, c1rca or any other shoes that is not really fancy. Musashi guitarist of pug jelly and gorbachev, he wears Macbeth Eliot, and he is cool. DX, get London, it is real nice. hmm... i'm going to change my shoes next year. but i need to get some denims to fit with my cx 302. and of coz, shirts. FSAS, Atticus, or skate shoe band printed shirts. i got one OP, haha...
thoughts of a 12 year old - lyricist: edmund
last time i caught you in my eyes
but i cant comprehen the feelings in me
coz i'm still just a little boy
you used to hold me by my hand
but we dont really care what happened
coz we're still just little kids
C:
forget the memories
i had been with you
but now i want you only
lets start again
i come towards you with a rose
but you took it and threw it in the dumpster
coz we watch too much tv
you plant me a kiss bfore goodbye
this time i remember the moment we left
coz i love you, girl
B:
ten years we meet again
we look at each other
and i say
lets start it over again
lets start it over again
lets start it over again
edmund
wooohoo... aussie babe back in town.
guess who is the babe i'm refering to? haha... KIMBERLY YAP!!! haha... she was back since last week. get to go out with her, darren, yubin and emily yesterday. haha. SAKAE SUSHI!!! currently holding 15+ plates. got alot of fun yesterday and sort of gross out everyone on the table with all the things like skinning kim alive and eating her up. i've learnt some things from her lah. haha. Lame = It's so gay. thn must do dunno some stunt like "ekk!" haha...
got a cool sunday... haha... i pon youth service to makan with monkey and junyi. haha. thn of coz, have junyi, surely got frisbee tok and of coz, i'm interested. btw, i'm a lvl 2 player. haha. heard and tried ultimate frisbee, dunno wat is d.
btw, got dx's and my bass guitar. the authentic (haha) squier affinity bass guitar!!! got alot of fun on it and i tried it out in church. the sound is HOT!!! need to practice bass for this week for the main service. tough set. i can feel my little finger locking after playing.... ouch...
edmund
PS: "you and your puns" -petrina
terror on satan... muahahaha
haven been posting here for a very long time... sorry for the wait... haha... btw, school's gonna start in about a month's time. getting ready for it... i'm into ngee ann poly, electronic and computer engineering. quite a funky subject i think. haha. ya... purpose grp revolution has started. God will rock and tumble the walls of satan. satan is down. haha.... purpose grp is fun. i'm in a young adult's purpose grp, quite a big grp though. and the mentality of the adults are different for youths. not that much, but still as playful though. or rather, more playful. hmm... this is the time to restore some things that i have missed out and reflect on the past to improve in the future. i would like to give a big Thank You to God. i have lots of good friends. and i mean friends, the ones that go through think and thin together. i felt a sence of deep love for thm, although i am the usual playful dude that go ard assaulting thm. well... i think this is the step to discover the true meaning of fellowship, to commit oneself to brothers and sisters. although i think it is classified under true fellowship, but this is only the beginning. God has tested my friendship bondages before and it made the bond tougher to be attacked by satan. really glad to be on earth to learn how to love. i hope i would noe how to love my wife forever. friendship is the 1st step to lifetime commitment to my partner. btw, i despise a bunch of husbands in singaporeans. i dun agree to masturbation and talking about open minded discussions, it doesnt mean by dirty chat. dirty chats are being classified as pervertic. open mindedness is being flexible to the environment. it is between whether you stare and panic and wet your pants while a nudist walk pass OR treating nudity as an art and sexual intercourse is offically created by God to reproduce. man.... wat will the ladies feel? you want a wife that has commited adultery or you want her to be commited to you only? think about it. wat has the world been coming to? promoting masturbation... this is shit. masturbation is no fun. man will lose sperm count and become feutile. woman will have a risk of getting infection. wat has the world been coming to?
nvm... skip it. well. been playing alot now. and getting my bass, or rather 86% of it is mine, 13% is dexian's. dexian... must really train hard... after your o lvl's lets make songs and hit sonic fest. yeah?!
oh yeah... last sunday... been real good. miracle happened. i gotta hang out with joshua seow. an underdog... he got a new bear for his phone. i think i'll hunt for a spongebob for him, since he wanted it so much... haha... really fun with darren and him touring ard ct hall.
oh yeah.... FELI!!!! owe me a movie... :) hope i dun do anything wrong between now till her exams over, or else i must forfeit it. :P
love God and a whole bunch of good loving brothers and sisters!!!!
edmund
Dear God, thk you for letting me be on earth to worship You. i wanna pray for monkey feli, doctor petrina, HON and junyi for their exams. i pray for Your undescribable peace to be imparted into their hearts while they study. May You achieve the greatest glory while providing their nesseseties. In Jesus name and authority i pray for Your glory, Amen.
