unstable
it has been long since i've been posting this blog. haha. no time mah, so cannot post loh. well, life been quite hectic, alots of studying and stuff to do for the sch and church. well, sumthing to share with you ppl, handling 3 ministries is quite tiring. haha. i'm not sure how am i nowadays. coz of the contant stirring of my emotions towards ppl and stuff. competition in sch, and despising ppl. well, i'm on my work just fine. the problem that i'm facing in poly life and basically now the whole of my life is to face ppl. i mean standards are set and criticisim sets in. complexity consist a whole new level of thinking with i have not been able to fully develop the upright ability to persue the concurrent situations. i'm beginning pick friends. the used to be edmund is not there. well, where am i? i'm screwed, everyone is screwed.i mean fuck!... ppl under this generation is expressing negative emotions on purpose, whereas for me? i dont like to be negative, i like to be happy. Happy = able to do your work well. maybe this is a hurdle for me, or just some rough surface on the sea. sigh.Soccer = EcstacyGood Leaders = listens!talking about being supportive~
