Thursday, August 31, 2006

play?

1 think that i hate about drumming is that the faster i go the the more screwed up i am. haha. that's why i try to minimise or rather play less drums and play more guitar and bass.

prayer and praise was pretty screwed up. i mean i'm the one screwing up. but i guess i'm still quite out of shape coz i basically dont drum much and i dun really like to play drums. haha. i prefer writing songs, dingling ding and do some funny stuff like staring at hot babes while trying to eat some juicy fish. haha. just kidding. i mean i cant really keep up with all the fast sets and mistaken play louder to play softer. when i play for the youth, they said that i'm too loud. when i play for jun, too soft. so i'm like, loud or soft? the funny ting is that jun brought out the drum machine. haha. the DRUM MACHINE! it's damn funny man. haha. imagine playing on bit 2 and 4 with bass drums and snare. i was like, "what?!". anyway, gary called it "tough love". haha.

i'm going to get another pair of drumsticks man. or rather 2 pairs, 1 for a xmas present for someone, another for moi! haha. hmm. vir firth? certainly not ahead, too ex, the package itself is GAWDLY. ziljian? i guess i'll stick with vir firth. amongst the brands i tried, vir firth gave me the most surprise. haha. my amateur point of views...
vir firth AH7AN: smooth surfaces, remarkably light for a american hickory.
ziljian dip 5A: nice grip but not recommended for sweaty palms like mine. instead of helping you in grip, it slips.
pro mark 5A: very hard and personally, i dont like the feel of it. heavy for a smooth surface.
tama (forgot wat model): nice stick for oak. but not in production. too bad.

oh well...

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

some random stuff....

naruto
Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com


You're An Alcoholic

Time to go back to step one.
What Kind of Drunk Are You?




Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful



You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules.



You Should Study:



Art

Art history

Architecture

Comparative religions

Eastern religion

Education

Music

Philosophy

What Should You Study?


You Are 68% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.
How Pure Are You?


Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: Medium Influence
80's Alternative: Low Influence
80's R&B: Low Influence
80's Rock: Low Influence
90's Alternative: Low Influence
How's Your Taste in Music?


You've Changed 76% in 10 Years

Compared to who you were ten years ago, you've changed a great deal.
In fact, you're probably in a completely different phase of your life - and very happy about it!
How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?





You Have Your Sarcastic Moments



While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.

In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!

And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.

Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

God's hands, never fails to please, never fails to surprise.

i think the results are out today morn 12am and i was still awake. andrea msged me to check it out and i myself knew that i passed already. well, check loh. as of the previous post, i did check but they didnt update and that sucks. so i went to check and guess wat!

A+....

isn't it 103 more difficult?! haha. i'm poor at languages but but but... A+! for basic B, i got D. and Basic Jap 103 an A+. i believe that it's not what i've done myself. or rather it's done by Him fully. as it is said in the Bible, 2 Corinthians 12:9,
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

trust in the Lord at all times. and woohoo.... haha...

something erotic...

Reformat your hearing device[MP3s and such] and add "in my pants" at the end of the titles of the first 10 songs...

1-Ye Qu...in my pants [woot, if i go on a date, i unzip thn can play nice nice song]
2-ichirin no hana...in my pants [eh, that's virginity i guess]
3-Fa Ru Xue...in my pants [EH!!! SOUNDS LIKE I'M A HUMAN SPERM BANK!]
4-Hei Se Mao Yi...in my pants [sounds like i masturbated some pretty girl's coat]
5-Ting Bu Dao...in my pants [sounds proof pants sia! Direct Translation: Cannot Hear in my pants]
6-Feng...in my pants [nice one... wind in my pants]
7-Lang Man Shou *something*... in my pants [eh... no comments]
8-Mai Ya Tang...in my pants [ANTS WILL INFEST MY PENIS!]
9-Azora No Namida...in my pants [oh well.... no comments]
10-Colours of my Heart...in my pants ["Darling will you marry me?" "Not until you show me your heart." "*Unzips pants and exposed the 'heart'* HERE" "*blushes*" ]

Tag 5 people to do this
-dexian [ps, i know it's lame but i you have a nice R and R playlist]
-Hii-chan
-Charmander
-dave [hahahahaha]
-shawn [hahahahahahahaha]

Monday, August 28, 2006

monday, again~

ok, i'm got my day planned out. going to sch, return books, help some agnes girl with her song, bugis with ivy for feli's gift, sakae with ivy coz for the crave. man. i dun wanna go sch leh, so mah fan sia! okok. i go check my results for jap now. i think i sure pass, i'm actually quite happy that i passed coz my speaking is alittle screwed up and i didnt hand up alot of my homework. 1 min arh...




HERES THE VERDICT!!!!! I'VE GOT THE GRADE OF..................................... wait arh, i go check, still loading............ ehhhhhhhhh.......... ahhhh........... hmmmmmmmmm...................... load damn long sia............. okok, load liao i click.................. load again......... eh? no grade yet. sian, the sensei bluff me. yuck. i feel hurt~ haha. ok, i'll go mail and check, she may email my grade. oooooookkkkkkkkkk~............... so my grade is............... NO! SHE JUST REPLIED ME
Edmund san

mail arigatou.

Don't forget to register.

Have a nice holiday!

sayounara.

yoko

sad sia..... thinking of it, i think she will be thinking, "edmund san は誰ですか。" coz she dunno who am i in name. but she know who am i as edomondo kun. haha. funny rite? ohohoh, GSS the edomondo is COOL SIA! so brave. haha. but too bad he died in the 1st epi. sad. if i'm going to be in a anime, i wanna be someone that is like a secret character, a good guy and either still a lazy bum legend or a dead legend that is living within the present. that'll be cool. but i think i think too much liao. haha.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

saturday is here.

siao siao. post exam syndromes are here. headaches and vomiting. lost of appetite (is it a good thing or a bad thing). man. didnt get the job, sad coz cant work and get money, happy coz i've avoided the politics in NUH. NUH work surrounding is like a cage, or rather a pressure cooker, that contained alot of politics. tempt staff can only survive for 5-6 weeks. tempt staffs cannot hear music, cannot talk, or else the perm staff will start nagging. it's like cold turkey, not talk, no listen. eyeing on luunchbreak, daybreak and weekend everyday. hmm. 7 weeks of encapsulation at home. i think i can do alot of things. haha. study for btt and stuff. write more songs. or i'll go find a part time job, maybe at ichiban sushi at bukit panjang plaza. haha. but 1st, i needa nurse my head, having a heading since yesterday night after lunch, i feel like all the information that is kept for exams is going to blow and burst out of my brain fats.

hmm, i'm dropping jiraiya for EOY. i thought that i wont have the cash to buy the cos and kian's looking forward in casemoding and i wanna get the dremel to start making props like katanas. i love katanas, i dunno y but they fascinate me in all kinds of ways. the tsukamaki, the saya and other stuff. thn after making can go sell it if it's good enuff. haha.

i'll go nurse my headache now!

Friday, August 25, 2006

exams are over. i'm older now!

2.1 IS OVER! makes me older now. meaning!!! I'M HALFWAY THOUGH POLY! man. time flies. exams are over. can relax for a moment.

went for a job interview as data entry assistant and i found the most interesting employer ever. NUH is really a very strict working surrounding. the interviewers are very strict looking. i guess if i am going be be chosen, i'm not going to have a great time there. it's so arh!!! no talking, no listening to music and of course, a pile of work to do. the job is 5-6 weeks, 42 hours a week. data entrying is fun! MY FOOT! haha.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

hello kitty frenzy part 2...

ok, i know i'm suppose to study for my telecom exam paper tml now but i'm kindof taking a long break, lets say 3 hours? haha. i'm having a headache and i've left with 3.5 chapters to go. means i'm like 1/2 of the book already. ok. for you all hello kitty cum punk rockers out there. check the guit out.

it is a single hummy and just needa ignore the "Squier" logo. YOU CAN MOD IT INTO A TOM DELONGE! dump in an invader, pay 35 bucks for rewiring for a technician if you screw up your wiring and groundings and WHAT DO YOU GET! A PUNK HELLO KITTY!

Model Number 033-5005-(Color#)
Series Affinity Series™
Colors (506) Black,
(570) Pink,
(Gloss Polyurethane Finish)
Body Agathis
Neck Maple, C-Shape,
(Satin Polyurethane Finish)
Fingerboard Maple, 9.5” Radius (241 mm)
No. of Frets 21 Medium Jumbo
Pickups 1 Humbucking Pickup (Bridge)
Controls Volume
Pickup Switching None
Bridge Hard Tail Strings-Thru-Body 6-Saddle Bridge
Machine Heads Standard Die-Cast Tuners
Hardware Chrome
Pickguard 1-Ply White Hello Kitty Pickguard
Scale Length 25.5” (648 mm)
Width at Nut 1.61” (41 mm)
Unique Features Script Hello Kitty Logo Artwork on Back of Pink Body,
Collage Hello Kitty Logo Artwork on Back of Black Body,
White Knob on Pink Guitar,
Black Knob on Black Guitar,
Pink Dot Position Inlays on Pink Guitar,
Black Dot Position Inlays on Black Guitar,
Large Headstock ‘60s Style Headstock,
Rear Routed Control Cavity,
Black Silkscreen Squier® Logo,
Engraved Squier Neckplate
Strings Fender® Super 250L, (.009 to .042) Nickel Plated Steel p/n 073-0250-003
Accessories None
Introduced TBA

Source from: http://fenderhellokitty.com/gear_kittyspecs.html

i needa go shit now. thn continue studying. good luck for you guys with exams. haha.




PS. going to end... yeah!

Monday, August 21, 2006

hello kitty



ok, i do not know what and why i'm doing this. i'm actually in the hello kitty website! 1st thing i see, "Hello Kitty - 30 Years of Cute". 0.0! ok, hello kitty is cute, to a certain extend. i mean if you wanna be in on TV with 1 or 2 secs more thn the usual superstar contestants, you must consider the hello kitty pink or black squier guitar which is sold in swee lee at SGD 499 retail price, and if you are able to get it on the spot, you just pay 85% of the retail price. woot, means 15% discount! ok, lets see. hello kitty. kian ask me to f**k off whn i said the guitar was cool. dx also asked me to f**k off and added that i'm gey. but it's HELLO KITTY! LEGEND DEH! there is HELLO KITTY BREAD TOO! hello kitty toaster, hello kitty message boards. AND GUESS WAT! cameron diaz, carmen elektra, heidi klum, mandy moore, steven tyler, mariah carey and nicky hilton OWNS SOMETHING THAT IS HELLO KITTY!!!
IT IS HELLO KITTY FIIIIIIIIIIVVVVVVAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
Y WAIT!!!! GO TO HELLO KITTY WEBSITENOW!

ok. 11 am i needa get studying, but i'm tired again! arh!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

sunday makes me funky

yay... it's sunday night. slackers night. tml got no paper. tml is del and tp studying day. ever wonder why am i so lazy? coz i dunno, must be my genes bah. coz my dad is a hardworking person. but so happen i think my genes wana go against my dad's genes, so i become a lazy person. ma ne~ i wished that one day i can have a wife that can serve me tea everyday. woohoo~ and she do all the household chores except for cooking. coz i love cooking, but i dun like household chores like drying clothes and stuff. i prefer to do the computer staring motion or SANE, Sit And Not Exercising. INSANE is not for me. (Improving Nicely (but) Seriously Apart (from) Normal Existance).

it's interesting to see how men are being under women control. sometimes i cannot tolerate the ladies on how they treat men, but most of the times i find it interesting. cos i'm a bully also mah. haha. however, to see them cumble their pride. it's a hahaha. haha.

wahahha. man. i've got nothing much to blog about now. bless you ppl man!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

naggy... yeah~

a couple of things happened within a short period of time i thought that i couldn't keep up with it. i'm trying to get the picture. God is everything. might sound really holy about this. i'm kindof doubting it everytime i'm in trouble. i'm in lots of trouble and i'm the kind that ignores trouble. so i'm not an emo kind of person. haha. but recently, during studies, i realised that i'm not in control of everything. i'm been into studying, but i was thinking what good has it gonna do to me. this might be too far fetched, but i'll die after doing all the earthly things. we can get degrees and even masters, but in the end, we will still die. i'm glad God broke through this veil and grabbed me out of it. i began to start things off with God, of now. i realised that i'm studying not for good grades and getting into the university, but actually it is for God. if you aren't a believer, i'm not going to ask you to be 1 today, but i'm just trying to share what i feel as a believer. have you ever wondered if you get good grades and stuff, thn you get a well paying job and have lots of cash but you can't see the future accept for career and retirement? or rather do you know your life is fragile?

who are you doing these for? who are you studying for? who or what are you working for? why are you here?
studying for work, work for money, money for family and self. i'm here cos i so happen to be the one out of the millons of sperms.

alot of things happened, but i'm still having the joy. this is the Greatness of God.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

dumb things

koped from idol's LJ

WHAT IF......
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

3rd day

shit. i realised i'm actually in my third day of my study break already! and i havent get anything done yet. my math is screwed, acda the last 2-3 chapters i needa review, del left the last chapter and a full book revision, tp... well, basically the whole semester. bah. so many tihngs to do yet i'm still lazing around. i dont feel burdened leh. cham lah. ok. maybe i'm just pure lazy. i'm lazy to work, lazy to study, lazy to sleep and lazy to go out. i'm not lazy to eat only. haha. i think i must get quite some things done by today and tml i needa start on my acda and thn on sat start on my tp. bah. not sure how's everybody around me. i guess they are mugging like there's no tml. haha. sounds very satanic sia. there's God, there's tml, coz we have the victory. woohoo~ screw all you satanic dickheads. lalalala. ok, needa go and math now.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

2nd day man -continued

ok, i'm back. man. didnt get kian's home theatre system and i'm now so tired. man, i feel like playing something or write stuff or songs. looking into the spaces i can feel the sadness that contains an odd tint of gladness like the cake icing. something like that. i dunno but i think we teens nowadays like to make things complicated. like now i'm not looking at my keyboard to type, and i'm actually closing my eyes coz my eyes are so tired now. i hope i can getr all my spelling right but i dun think so coz i just felt that i keyed a key twice. lol. ok, i'm going to open my eyes now. woot. not bad for a blind man of this calibre. haha. ok. i'm going to do it again.

i've been thinking of making new songs at different directions. like the ones pop people does, but i wanna do a tune that is like the youth christian bands do. sometimes, i feel that paul.b has good song melodies too. but i dunno. some of them sound old to me. hosanna is nice. haha. i'll try to impromtu a song lyric now




hmm...


can't, too tired. maybe next time. remember, i'm still typing with my eyes closed. hope i could get alot of my words right.

2nd day man

2nd day into my study break and i realised i'm not making full use of the study break. i've been lazing around and trying to sleep more thn i could. ben really really lazy. got alittle math done and going off to the city with kian to get his home theatre system and sticks. man. it's raining. i think i should actually study more tonight. no dota ai tonight for me i guess. need to do more math and maybe start off alittle TP too. and of course, need to look into my brother's hw. man.... gtg. i'll post more later man...

Sunday, August 13, 2006

tiring sunday

i'm damn tired now. listen to this man. yesterday i had 7 hours sleep whici s insufficient for a pig like me and i had to go to church from 11 to 3, but i stayed on till 5+ and after that i'm damn shag liao. thn go to city hall to meet school gang. this is the stupid part. i went to city hall thn after that they ask me to meet them at carrefour, i went, "WTF". but went along coz they initially wanted to get alcohol. BUT! they got ribena instead. i went "WTF" again. i mean who would want to go to carrefour to get ribena? the worst is yet to come. they made their way back to suntec tower 1 and thn took a bus and alighted at, guess what, esplanade! smart right? then from there go down to BUKIT TIMAH thn go to serangoon. my blood was kind of warm and was thinking how stupid can they be when we are able to just take the MRT all the way to serangoon. i was super disappointed with their judgements.


went to church today morning, left wei jun's house at 7.30 and i was zombied. totally zombied, i smell like a zombie, look like a zombie and think like a zombie. i was trying to stay awake in the sermon and during lunch. but what rocks my day is the talk with the young adults ladies. the ladies that took care of me by either pouring water, asking me to go on a date with her and play floorball. it's not bad lah. haha. phoebe is one of them. i thought that they encouraged me alot, in terms of my participation and talking to them is fun and chilly. although there is an age gap between 5 to 8, the convosation still flows, and it seems like all of us are enjoying it. darren too is enjoying it. must me our brain adjusted to YAZ liao. or rather darren and i consider ourselves to be in YAZ as YYA, young adults zone and youthful young adults. i hit the bath and went to bed immediately went i reached home. have 4 hours of sleep and here i am updating my blog. i think i'm going back to sleep soon. it's a tiring day.

Friday, August 11, 2006

lemon oil

ok, the title of this post is random. coz i read the taggie post and charmander puts "yo" thn i think of the chinese "YOU" which is oil. thn the lemon part is whn i looked and found out that my lemon oil is on my laptop desk. not really a laptop desk, but it's more of a table that is able to fit a 10 or younger kid. but the height of this small table is just nice to allow me to put my lappy and other stuff and use my lappy while i sit on the bed. and the lemon oil? it's not use for any aroma therapy. you can use it if you want to get rashes. it's for cleaning the fretboards of a guitar. i recently used it to coat the strings so that it wont rust, but the oil came off easily man. crap.


been blog hunting yesterday night, not really blog hunting but rather hoping here and there. i thought that why teens love sadness? haha. i dunno why sia, i myself do have a sense of belonging as i indulge into guilt and love emptiness, sometimes for the sake of nothing, just feeling it, but i dont do it so often nowadays coz i feel no point doing it. some of the teens we do know goes to the extend of killing themselve and i'm actually quite worried about my child's well-being (wah, think so far) and how is he/she going to cope with their trend. i can see that my dad and mom brought me up quite well, apart from my fats of course, but i'm thankful for them to nurture me and having to fear them. although my parents dun really know wat i'm up to nowadays, all i come back and let them see are result slips. i think i'm going out of point. haha.


i've been thinking though for quite sometime whether to culticate a love life know or rather get a girlfriend in lameman's terms, but i think i should just stay put and let my world continue. if i'm going to get a gf, i realised i needa let go alot of things that i'm holding on to. i need to let go some of my studys, playtime with other girls(my cheeky part) and more more more... i thought that i cannot commit to a single girl now, coz i love woman too much, to the extend of wanting to know more of them. but sometimes, i got lazy. haha. maybe, i should just remain an spp and "breakup" with my wednesday girl. maybe. i think. even on wednesday, i feel taxing. bah!

math hw! YAY! needa go do...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

some random QnA

Taken from IDOL's LJ::

1. What is the best nickname you ever had? ed
2. Which way of suicide would you choose? harakiri
3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10. 10
4. Are you in love with someone at the moment? ya
5. Are you missing someone at the moment? no
6. Will you die for the one you love? ya
7. Do you think love hurts? ya
8. What is the best thing about love? makes you a better person
9. What is the worst thing about love? getting over sympathetic
10. Will you wait for someone you love? ya
11. What song best describes your love life at the moment? you and me
12. Do you wanna get married? ya
13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours? no
14. Do you keep memories? ya
15. Is love always on your side or the opposite? not sure
16. Are you sick of love? not really
17. Are you sick of the the question of love? ya, kind of too much to answer especially alot of ya and no.
18. What are you going to do tomorrow? school and study
19. What do you want so badly now? writing a song
20. What's the song that you last downloaded? glamorous sky
21. How much do you love music? love till i'm actually using at as a form of worship
22. Do you play an instrument? ya
23. What movie did you last watch? bad boys 2, on channel 5
24. Do you believe in love forever? ya
25. What's in your mind now? "What's in your mind now?"
26. What song is in your mind now? forgotten faces, need alittle change here and there to make it sound nicer
27. Five people to do this: anyone who has the time
28. Five people to not do this: 5 guys or girls that thinks that they are able to control with their looks.

happy national day

i thought i want to just post the happy national day words in my blog today. but nvm. i'll write something in here.
yesterday i had 2 things, hell and heaven. a very literal kind of hell and heaven bah. i got into com option (hell), i passed my japanese 103 (heaven). i can see i'm going to take japanese 104 the next sem and i'm so looking forward to it.
i've been wanting to writing songs about feelings and i thought that it's a good idea. but the problem is that i realised the song i wrote about feelings are quite rigid and standardise. it might sound nice for a moment but as it progresses, i feel that my songs contain too much external expressions thn my own personal feelings. i feel that i have to feel in gaps rather then later my emotions take over the flow of the songs. nvm thn. for you ppl that is reading now, i post my latest completed song. this song is about a guy and a girl and they used to talk to each other but now they dont, due to dunno wat circumstance. i'll leave the circumstance for the consumer to figure our thn. haha. consumer as in the one that listens or reads the lyrics.


Forgotten faces

Are you the one that I seek?

The one that my heart longs for

Why does the wind blow?

Through the rain like time flows by

Look into my eyes

And say the words we long to say

Forgotten faces, like forgotten places

Scenery changes as flowers withered

Falling edges with a thousand pages

Your smile has fade away

Can we come and find a way?

When was the last time that we met?

Face to face like children do?

What are the waves that drown my heart?

The waves of my pride

Look into my eyes

And say the words we long to say

Forgotten faces, like forgotten places

Scenery changes as flowers withered

Falling edges with a thousand pages

Your smile has fade away

Can we come and find a way?

Even when I fall down

I’ll wait for you to pick me up

Everything that’s in my heart

Belongs to you
To you

Forgotten faces, like forgotten places

Scenery changes as flowers withered

Falling edges with a thousand pages

Your smile has fade away

Can we come and find a way?


that's all for today folks. have a blessed public holiday!